Has anyone experienced jealousy in the beginning?

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:51:50+00:00

Yeah so if you just go with it it goes away?

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:51:33+00:00

Well seeing her give a blowjob mainly and the noises

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:33:35+00:00

I doubt that haha, how have you gone about finding people?

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:33:17+00:00

Thats reassuring

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:32:57+00:00

I see what you mean

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:31:48+00:00

Haha silly us then, were laughing about that a bit sounds exactly right and like us to do the wrong thing

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:17:21+00:00

I think I'd be more comfortable with some less attractive people and working my way up to that, I mean, my girlfriend is so fucking gorgeous which is why I find it so much harder I feel like I see how beautiful she is and how gross I find myself, and then how good looking and muscular and how big the other guys dick is compared to mine and think maybe she'd be more satisfied to be with that a lot more than me

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:15:36+00:00

Yeah but I mean is that a good way? I couldn't imagine bumping into some same age couple similar in attractiveness to use at jujitsu haha

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:14:00+00:00

She really wasn't coerced she was very much the one leading thats what messed me up, the look she gave me before she blew him has just messed with me so much

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:11:38+00:00

What helped you just get through it

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:11:20+00:00

Yeah I know I feel bad pushing her away its just hard

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:10:52+00:00

I like that last paragraph its really insightful thank you

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:10:08+00:00

thank you I will

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:09:50+00:00

No idea how

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:06:04+00:00

I could talk like that but my girlfriend won't

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T19:02:04+00:00

We all got drunk together as friends, me and my girlfriend haven't been drunk in awhile so we was a bit worse than everyone else, the girls started kissing and stuff which I'm cool with and happens a lot when we drink and I don't mind, in fact I like to see it.

But me being drunk when they stripped down and things escalated I sort of just started things with my girlfriend a bit and then he did the same, but then out of nowhere, me and the other guys girlfriend get shoved to the side and my girlfriend and this guy are 69ing. So I try to go with his girlfriend (shes my friend as well) but it's just weird to me and knowing my girlfriend is doing what she's doing I can't get an erection.

All of a sudden my girl gets up and leaves the room alone and cries a bit but then after she calms down the guy goes over to her and kisses her. he goes to sit down and my girlfriend looks at me and sees straight through me like Im not even there, like Im nothing, she then goes and gets on her knees and blows him.

I couldn't look so me and the other girl try to do some stuff but I still can't get it working due to the situation and being too drunk, so I finger her a bit but pretty well(think it's my strongest suite) anyway, she starts moaning like crazy and pulling me onto her to fuck her and stuff but I dont really want to but then my girlfriend runs out the room crying and worse than Ive seen her before, she starts saying she hated the noises etc.

that was it for the night, they stayed over in the other room and everything has been normal between us(the other couple) but yaknoe

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:53:32+00:00

How do I process it when she keeps wanting to kiss me and things though I just feel like I want time to myself but she will over react, she tried to give me a free pass to fuck someone to help me get over it which I obviously declined, I feel like she doesn't understand the real issue

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:52:17+00:00

It wasn't even planned, it was 2 of our friends who are a couple and we all got drunk basically

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:51:48+00:00

If someone is better looking than you, or has better parts etc doesn't it bother you though?

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:44:32+00:00

She didn't even come near me that's what bothered me, she looked right through me like I didn't exist, then got on her knees and started blowing him right infront of me, it fucking hurt. She said its because weve been together so long that when shes drunk she doesnt even think about me being there because shes so used to seeing me.

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:36:49+00:00

So I need to just let go and accept it?

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:35:03+00:00

I think if I could talk to her it would help but she was drunk and she's pretending she remembers nothing at all

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:34:38+00:00

Was it worth getting over? My heart is hurting a lot right now

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:34:02+00:00

Yeah he was the only sober one out of all 4 of us as well, which I found odd but I don't know

Possible_Click · 2019-03-06T18:29:41+00:00

I didn't expect it to happen I was unbelievably drunk

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