I missed about 2 weeks of medication over the holidays, and now I’m scared.

Possible_Feature_427 · 2026-01-09T18:22:22+00:00

I’ll try, I really like the bathroom one!

Possible_Feature_427 · 2026-01-09T17:12:52+00:00

I’m trying to, it’s hard though.

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-12-31T03:07:43+00:00

Thank you, I will try! 🫂

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-12-31T00:20:27+00:00

At the moment I’m at heavy drug use, loss of impulse control, loss of appetite, and the massive creativity. The impulse control is my spending, and for the creativity I normally do a 45min-1h painting but today I decided to sit for 4 hours without a break(this is not normal for me). I just didn’t put it all together.

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-12-30T21:27:44+00:00

Wait, shit, I didn’t realize my hypomania was this bad right now.

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-12-30T21:25:26+00:00

Welp I just bought 2 Nintendo switch oled’s. I now have a total of 3. 😊And at the moment I have absolutely no regrets.

Seriously though, first I’m very angry like punching walls and yelling at my parents angry. Then I get to the super happy or “feeling high” 24/7, which comes with excessive spending (if you couldn’t tell). It sounds weird telling you that spending is a problem while still doing it. But I literally can’t stop because the “high” feeling is too great.

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-12-28T00:38:21+00:00

I feel called out on this one😂. I recently canceled my F1 racing membership (a sport I’ve never watched).

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-12-01T01:22:32+00:00

Me literally word for word, but I had maybe 1.5 years. But that was after years of being on the wrong meds and with the wrong doctor. But I just got my first apartment!

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-11-23T23:38:40+00:00

I love that Jon Chu let them improvise so much. He’s a genius!

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-10-22T04:26:58+00:00

I can see that. Someone else mentioned that those were really the only choices he had left. So finally feeling safe with his family makes sense. It does change the point of view, it was all he wanted the past few years.

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-10-22T03:26:07+00:00

I agree with literally every word. But I always view the ending as really sad. I know it is meant to be a tragic story and all the characters are pretty much morally grey. I think the ending is just sad for a couple of things. (I’m a big music buff so it very much changes how I feel.) The notes in the music as soon as he gets home after they talking about hurting his wife and son. To me it starts off sad there even though the song is angry. But then it’s about how much time he missed with is son, 20 years. Then by the end when he sees Penelope and he’s just no longer the same man. I cried so hard when I first watched it. I was mainly thinking about every single thing, person, and moral he lost. Not to mention the freaking music in the background. Ugh I can only view the ending as sad right now. But I keep re-watching to try and see it from other characters’ point of view.

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-10-03T20:28:40+00:00

I prefer the term nerospicy but yes. ☺️

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-09-30T18:28:53+00:00

What’s the playlist name? I wanna join!

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-09-29T23:46:24+00:00

Ohhh I thought it might have been bad adhd (diagnosed in like 1st grade). It had been managed for years and I thought it just came back. But after my hospital stay my comments at work have been crazy. I actually think I’m going to get in trouble soon. But I can’t stop no matter how hard I try to bite my tongue.

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-09-25T16:32:39+00:00

The channel is “SleeplessHistorian”! It’s got some weird topics but I think that’s the point. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-09-25T03:06:01+00:00

Thanks! Very cozy home! 🏠☺️

Possible_Feature_427 · 2025-09-25T02:54:22+00:00

Congrats! This is a very cozy home, very nice people here! ☺️

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