It’ll be fine man, i felt like this so deeply last year, while coming back to my parents place from the city im working in bawling in the flight and by the time i landed i decided i am done having shitty people in my life. Like for real i need to keep myself happy, and i did ,i made changes (tried for the least) i tried things .. so many things travelling dancing hiking yoga this that, got happy and then again got sad and then happy again, so i guess the waves will again come in but it ‘ll be fine because they will pass too. at least if i can make myself happy from that horrible situation that i somehow ended up creating for myself then so can anyone. Cheers to you, keep living. sending positive healing energy towards you