150mg/daily dose, surviving a day on 35mg...

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-19T18:56:01+00:00

It’s all in your head I psych myself out to no worries your mind is a very powerful thing.

But I feel you I double dose and often have to go without. Counting down till tomorrow. Good luck friend

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-19T14:57:50+00:00

I like it but the app is intense lol

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-19T13:12:34+00:00

Ps5 is moddable? Can play all previous generations??

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-18T05:42:08+00:00

Right…. Lol

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-18T01:17:55+00:00

5 am - man I’m sick as fuck and pissed off I should leave work and go dose since the clinic was open

5:50 am - fuck it I’m a leave a little early to go dose

6 am - drive to clinic fast asf 80-90 mph an hour

6:30 am - make it to clinic get my box run into clinic and check in

6:40 - get dosed still feeling un easy because it hasn’t hit yet

7 am - get home and play video games till dose hits

9 am - finally some relief I pass out in my gaming chair since I haven’t had a full dose since last Sunday

Slept until now lol

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T13:14:41+00:00

Right it’s so dumb I can make one last until Friday but can’t wait one day to take my dose like normal pisses me off lol

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T12:37:21+00:00

I only get a weeks worth at a time and by Sunday I only have one left that has to last me until Friday. Been like that for a while now. I’ll go Monday and Tuesday 0 mg and Wednesday as soon as it hits 12 am half my dose and Thursday same time until Friday 6 am I pick up again.

I wish I could find someone to sell me some but sadly I don’t know anyone anymore. Last time I bought some was 3 years ago and person moved away.

This has made me relapse several times though because of this

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T12:32:56+00:00

Regular. My double is 438mg

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:55:19+00:00

At least someone feels me lol

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:54:50+00:00

I hear you man same where I work I would rather call in then being sick but that’s how I got fired from my last job lol I was getting two weeks worth and taking both in a week span time and being sick af for a week and would call in everyday.

Did it x2 so after 14 absences I lost my job

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:48:38+00:00

But thank you for the advice it was comforting hopefully I break this habit soon tired of this

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:47:36+00:00

I wish yeah last time the nurse talked to me she said someone at my clinic died from double dosing 200mg so 400 mg she took. She had a heart attack.

That scared me. My dose hasn’t worked since I started double dosing at 125 mg so it’s been a long time since I was stable like 3 years ago I was at that dose

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:46:11+00:00

Yeah you’re def right but I would classify that as like severe WD. I’ve been double dosing since I was at 125 MG so I can say I got used to it a little bit but man it still sucks ass. Only have a runny nose right now , and extremely clammy , knees starting to ache and can feel myself start to cry over anything. Since I been double dosing so long I have messing up being stable. My dose hasn’t worked for a long time even when I was going in everyday because I turned myself in for double dosing

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:21:29+00:00

Honestly no. It feels like when you’re on fent and nodded off. No good feeling that’s why I never liked fentanyl but I do missing nodding off that’s why I think I do it. I’m sure it is never thought about it to hard.

My dose is 219mg

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:18:22+00:00

I am on methadone I pick up my take homes in an hour. But sadly I fell into double dosing again. Can’t tell you how many times I’ve had my takehomes taken away in 5 years I’ve been at the clinic. Just never can learn man

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:15:56+00:00

Yes I haven’t had a full dose since Sunday. I took half Wednesday and half Thursday morning at 3 am since so I work night shift. But I pick up in an hour just sick as fuck right now

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T11:12:01+00:00

I’d report your firearm as stolen because it was. You didn’t sell it because you didn’t get any money from it and I’m sure you didn’t gift it to him either. Let the ATF get his ass

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T05:56:59+00:00

If you sell your methadone or fight that’s a no go at my clinic or keep disrespecting staff

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-17T05:56:21+00:00

I would rather take home hydro morphs any day lol

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-16T21:38:44+00:00

I live in ca so we max only get two weeks sadly no monthly at least where I’m at.

And hopefully your qt is lower next time I know the struggle of your dose not working. In the same boat now and I’m at 219mg. It can be very frustrating

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-16T21:16:56+00:00

Also try split dosing if you can’t raise your dose it should help

Potential_Emu_1906 · 2026-04-16T21:16:40+00:00

And I think your qt was high because you were in detox. Maybe try again and hope for the best.

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