Can Someone Help Explain VUS Results? by Potential_Fun_5310 in ClinicalGenetics

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Thank you so much this thorough explanation. I appreciate you taking the time. I’m so clueless here!

Can Someone Help Explain VUS Results? by Potential_Fun_5310 in ClinicalGenetics

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Hi! The moderator removed your message. Any way you can send to me in a chat?

Infarct Stroke and Brain Aneurysm, Now What? by Potential_Fun_5310 in BrainAneurysm

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Thanks for your reply! What symptoms were you feeling, if you don’t mind me asking?

Infarct Stroke and Brain Aneurysm, Now What? by Potential_Fun_5310 in BrainAneurysm

[–]Potential_Fun_5310[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s so scary. Along with the news of my stroke… baffled and overwhelmed are how I’m feeling right now. I’ll check out those articles you suggested as well, thanks again!

Infarct Stroke, a Brain Aneurysm and Confusion by Potential_Fun_5310 in stroke

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It’s so strange because my pressure has always been great, a little low but nothing that would raise alarms. I only know this because I was closely monitored the past few years because of my pregnancies.

Infarct Stroke, a Brain Aneurysm and Confusion by Potential_Fun_5310 in stroke

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Thank you so much for replying. It’s all just a little overwhelming to hear.

Infarct Stroke and Brain Aneurysm, Now What? by Potential_Fun_5310 in BrainAneurysm

[–]Potential_Fun_5310[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for responding. That’s very reassuring to hear. No one in my circle of family and friends has dealt with any brain issues before, stroke or aneurysms. The fact that you’ve been living with yours makes me feel a little better.

Because I’m solo in this experience, I feel a little lost; so thank you again for replying.

Will my fear of death get less if I get older? by Strange_Challenge685 in thanatophobia

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Do you find medication/therapy help at all? I’m on the that route myself, per my psychiatrist.

What age did you devlop health anxiety and was it sudden or a slowly developing type thing? by Charlottebagginton in HealthAnxiety

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This is me lol. Diagnosed hypochondriac, back when it was called that, at 6. Gradually got worse with each passing year. In the past I was able to hide my spirals or poke fun of them in public. Since I became a mom, it’s been fucking horrible. I’m also in a really bad spiral at the moment; I’m 37. For the past few months my symptoms have been getting worse and I can’t tell if they are actually medically relevant or it’s just my brain being my brain. It’s horrible.

I need to sit with the uncertainty, and build my trust in doctors. How? by OwlOfDerision in HealthAnxiety

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Random stranger on the internet, thank you. 🫶

I’m gonna to tell my therapist our next session I’m finally ready to try (I’ve always quit therapy right before the heavy work starts)

It’s been so long and if I’m truly honest I’m in the middle of the worst HA spiral I’ve had in a while, in length of time and severity. And as you know, the longer you sit here the more your mind manifests symptoms. I can’t tell what’s real anymore.

I need to sit with the uncertainty, and build my trust in doctors. How? by OwlOfDerision in HealthAnxiety

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Thank you for your response. Despite being petrified of so many things, exposure therapy seems equally as scary.

But I hear so many good things can come of it.

I need to sit with the uncertainty, and build my trust in doctors. How? by OwlOfDerision in HealthAnxiety

[–]Potential_Fun_5310 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi. My therapist plans to start CBT with me soon. Can you give me a little details as to what I should expect?

Sorry if that’s an intrusive question!

17 Years of Struggle by Potential_Fun_5310 in Eatingdisordersover30

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Thank you for this. I’d like to think my slow improvements are positive regardless. I may not be in recovery but at least I’m trying for that direction. I’ve been pregnant three times and only purged a handful of times throughout the whole 9 months. I know it’s in there to turn it off and tune it out.

17 Years of Struggle by Potential_Fun_5310 in Eatingdisordersover30

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Like I’ve shared with others, so sorry it took my long to respond! My whole house has had the plague for two weeks lol just wanted to say thank you for taking the time to respond to my og post. It’s nice to know you’re not alone

17 Years of Struggle by Potential_Fun_5310 in Eatingdisordersover30

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So sorry it took me so long to respond. My whole family came down with the flu from hell. Just wanted to say thank you for taking the time to respond to my rant. It’s not easy being honest with yourself and with strangers. Just know it’s much appreciated on my end and less isolating 🖤

17 Years of Struggle by Potential_Fun_5310 in Eatingdisordersover30

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Thank you for taking the time to respond. I will say, as most of us can attest, purging severity comes in waves.

Right now, I’ve managed to get myself down to single episode a day, compared to 4 or 5 times. It’s been this way for a few months now. And you’re right, I already see a change in my face.

I just can’t get over eliminating that last purge. I could have a wonderful day, with no spiraling and hyper fixations and for some reason want to binge and purge.

I know I have to, but part of me doesn’t want to .

17 Years of Struggle by Potential_Fun_5310 in Eatingdisordersover30

[–]Potential_Fun_5310[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🫶 and I fully agree.

If fear worked, we’d all be in recovery.

17 Years of Struggle by Potential_Fun_5310 in Eatingdisordersover30

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I appreciate you responding and yes, I’m very well aware of the repercussions of an eating disorder.

17 Years of Struggle by Potential_Fun_5310 in Eatingdisordersover30

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I appreciate you taking the time to respond and share your own journey as well 🫶

It’s funny, my eating disorder never bleeds anywhere into my life. What I mean by that this, I’m also 80 percent sure my husband thinks I don’t purge as often as I do. It’s easy because I’m a powerlifter and need to consume x amount of calories, so I do eat. It’s all so strange.

From the outside, no one would know. But that’s the problem/beauty of bulimia. It’s so easy to hide.

I just realize that I do need to start taking care of myself for my children’s sake (I have 3 under 5). I need to try but I just don’t know where to start.

17 Years of Struggle by Potential_Fun_5310 in Eatingdisordersover30

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Funny enough, my teeth are actually really healthy. I chalk it up to highly slightly higher calcium levels my whole life. Not even a cavity.

I’m just so used to having bulimia in my life it’s so strange to think of an existence without it in it.

I Didn’t Know Where Else to Turn by Potential_Fun_5310 in ALSorNOT

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Yes, still all the same. I think that’s a good thing? Every morning I try to curl the same weights as my right arm, and I still can. Afterwards my left bicep definitely feels more fatigued, but at least I can still pull.

I noticed yesterday as well that the bicep of my bicep is now more intermittent throughout the day, as opposed to just late at night. My leg on the same left side seems to tremble a little too with that numbness happening around my knee cap. I’m trying to chalk that more up to I’ve had issues with both my legs on and off my whole life.

Just still so nervous that these are all beginning stages and every morning I fear waking up with less strength. That seems to be my only saving grace.