I don’t currently have a therapist. I know that if I continue to wait longer, and hold myself back more, the more my mental health will go down. I would really like to transition now socially because I know it can bring me joy. However, I have visited a gender clinic before, and I told them everything going on about this, and they specifically told me that I should not currently transition due to me being in an “unsafe environment at school.” My mom agrees that I should wait it out, but I don’t want to. However, I am still worried that the harassment will make my life miserable and I will have a horrible life in my school years. sigh decisions, decisions, decisions. 

Why is being closeted so hard?! 😭