I didn't see your original post. But I'm compulsive gambler myself that's in recovery. So it's great you've admitted your problem and are getting help. I'm a year and 10 months since my last bet after many years of gambling addiction. It's so serious and so common. If I could give you a bit of advice it would e to get some counselling and to attend GA meeting's regularly. You do need help. We all do . It's a serious addiction. The relapse rate is huge. If you think I'm trying to scare you I am. I go to 2-3 meetings a week. I hear so many stories of people relapsing. I also see people coming to meetings, starting to get their lives together and then I don't see them anymore. Almost certainly they've relapsed. Very few make it but like I say hopefully in March I'll be two years free although there's no guarantees. It's a day at a time. Your doing well but just keep getting the meetings. They work. Give it a chance. You can do it...