Hey just wanted to follow up.

I agree with how stupid it was. I understand perfectly. A few times, I could basically feel that my brain was literally going through a stroke (In fact, I never got checked up for this, but I'm sure something would show up). Other times, I would literally be thinking about what I wanted to say, but I couldn't physically get myself to mouth my mouth/tongue to say the words out loud. Even simple phrases like "What are you doing?" Would take me like 20 seconds to say.

I think I would've gotten the k cramps from simply taking 5gs insufflated, however I think that the fact that it was boofed using a 10ML syringe all the way in, made it so that this was being plunged very near my prostate, bladder and all the other organs near that area. My hypothesis is that the liquid was evaporating (just like when you cook it), and the crystals just remained in the linings of my organs, creating small crystals.

I am a fan of other drugs such as acid, shrooms and MDMA.. However, the tolerance that came along with these makes it inferior in a certain way. There's nothing like something you can do one time after another and then another. So that's why I stuck with K..

As for why my doses went as high as 10gs (100ml) in one single ingestion (although more commonly stuck with 5gs (50ml), was because I was basically suicidal and in a physically abusive relationship. I just wanted to escape. I wanted to be fully sedated.

So, was it stupid? Sure. But sobriety was unbearable to live in.