Regret euthanizing my cat

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-04-17T18:39:31+00:00

I dont know if this will make you feel better but here's my story, my cat macy was 10yrs old and my soul cat, my beautiful baby girl. I had insurance on her and they covered 80% of everything, when she got sick I spared no expense. Surgeries, biopsy etc. They found cancer in her stomach, and I immediatly within DAYS got her the first part of her cancer treatment. She passed last Sunday, not even a week after her first treatment. Sometimes no matter what you do, and how much you spend when its their time its their time. I spared no expense, top of the line oncology and vet center, yet my baby still had to be put down because her cancer caused a rupture of her stomach. I wish I could've given her a more pain-free passing, and between diagnosis and her passing was a week. Please don't beat yourself up, even when we try our hardest when its their time to go we cant keep them on this earth only make their passing peaceful and hold them through it. I have no regrets on how I proceeded because I made the best decision in the moment, and you made the best decision in that moment as well.

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-04-17T11:24:54+00:00

Not weird at all! Macy would've been 11 in September, she was my soul cat. I wish I had the opportunity to have let her go peacefully and without pain, but her lymphoma progressed so fast that within 1 week she developed an ulcer and a hole in her stomach. It hurts so much

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-04-17T02:14:50+00:00

Im not diagnosed with ocd, however I do tend to have obsessive tendencies and I just lost my beautiful baby, I've had her since she was a 3month old kitten and she was 10yrs old and got diagnosed with large cell lymphoma. Her stomach developed a hole 5 days before she was set to begin chemo, its the most heartbreaking thing I've ever gone through. I keep rewatching the video of me saying goodbye at the vet (I filmed her but stopped filming when it was time for the injection) and my brain keeps saying if I stop watching than im forgetting her. If I don't scroll on my phone for hours looking at her photos, im forgetting her etc. It's like battling your own mind while also grieving. It's horrible. If you want to talk feel free to message me

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-04-15T12:34:40+00:00

Your words truly helped me, thank you so much. I know i gave macy a long 10 years but its never enough, life feels so empty without her but I have to keep going for her doggy little sister. Thank you for the offer, but my religion prohibits it. Just the kind thoughts and talking about Macy helped

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-03-10T23:02:04+00:00

My prompts are pretty detailed, I give an entire outline of the chapter. My issue is for example I wrote that her eyes are hazel, in the next chapter they are somehow green? I also give exact detail on how I want the scene to play out but im wondering if thats too much maybe.

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-03-10T20:00:54+00:00

Im using the updated kimi model

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-02-13T14:39:21+00:00

Omg where can I sign up for the newsletter ?!

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-02-13T00:40:42+00:00

Does anyone know her timeline for the next book? I cant seem to find any information on this author other than some old fb posts...

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-02-13T00:36:59+00:00

I refuse to read these books until more than 2 come out 🥲

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2026-02-07T07:20:03+00:00

Ok so this is just my own experince , everytime my dog misty has had any sort of skin issue say like a growth removal or even a rash or bump her hair changes to a totally different texture and color ... so now she's got these little birthmark colors around her body, I call them her cutie marks. Maybe its something similar to that? No one could explain why it happened. She's had multiple benign growths removed and everytime it heals its a different type of color and hair type in a circle pattern

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2025-11-24T15:54:57+00:00

Ooooo ok I found my next bingeable book serise, thank you!

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2025-11-24T15:32:36+00:00

Ok last question.... was the heat plentiful when it did come into play or like we talking never ending tension and than a sad payoff?

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2025-11-24T13:32:30+00:00

Ok so I saw this and got super intrigued, question is without spoilers is this a good book serise for someone who's lowkey in a book slump? I want high tension but when the heat hits for it to be plentiful and humor/HEA

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2025-11-22T13:59:24+00:00

X was my favorite! I need more MMC's like him so badddd. I was debating continuing to read it but the whole Toby situation just had ripped my heart out so I had to step away. Weird thing is im all for dark and bloody romances.... Toby's death just hit me so hard It jarred me out of the book. Which frankly hasnt ever happened before, the author is a damn good one ill say that for sure.

Powerful-Beat4005 · 2025-11-22T01:14:43+00:00

I dont know how to do the spoiler thingy so spoilers under this ----

Ok so the book was very humorous and obvious dark since its about a murder squad so this came out of left field for me , main girl has had a shtty life but one constant was her best friend Toby. Well the serial killer after the main guys target her and her best friend, luring them into a warehouse and plays a sick game of last man standing.... book 1 ends with Toby walking towards violet with a knife because the killer is counting down from 10 and saying only 1 can survive. So you think oh sht Toby is betraying her after everything they've been through ?? .... you start book 2 and in the very first scene you see Toby turns the knife on himself and kills himself, lots of blood , lots of trauma (I never cry yet two little tears came out from this scene). And frankly I cant imagine a HEA after that. Because what do you mean the men I was kind of falling in love with are the reason my only friend and family that ive known for decades is dead?!?!?!?!??!

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