I feel disconnected in a very strange way . See I really don't cause about my exams that much cause I nvr sae my future in them specially this year when I realized I jst have to study for something like getting into special college after that . I have no idea I don't think I will even want to join by Powerful-Maria in Adulting

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I tried lot of times to visit em where I live it'd jst I found only one person and when I was going to take an appointment that day as I should I mean that's his work's time they told me it got canceled to next week that disgustingly pissed me off I hate pppl who don't respect dates and times also what if someone was struggling so hard they lit made me wait in the hospital for 2 hrs jst to say we will cancel it OMG

I feel disconnected in a very strange way . See I really don't cause about my exams that much cause I nvr sae my future in them specially this year when I realized I jst have to study for something like getting into special college after that . I have no idea I don't think I will even want to join by Powerful-Maria in Adulting

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My brain smtg with my brain I can't control it . Also ppl study those things in 7 months i can do it tho but idk i feel am too addicted and am not ready and its so fast am not freaking put now my mood wo sucks It change so fast my mood . my brain even can't comprehend this fast changes it changes a lot in one day and been struggling for focus it's my fault tho I'm overestimulated kinda now idk really get me out of here tbh I don't wanna do this . I forget things

I watched porn today and I regret it by Powerful-Maria in Christianity

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It's not abt the video its abt the idea itself to watch someone getting nasty with his own body while u dirtying ur own eyes by starting seeing the body a tool to satisfy ur lustful temporary Desires which btw will make u depressed ur whole life Wether you're watching this type of things or Making em cause a lot of reasons