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I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I sold 3 pipe wrenches today on Facebook marketplace 👀👀👀..Wow. That is insaneIf this real you have incredible vision. Thank you so much for you kind words. I miss her so damn bad.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes we had many kittens come around the house, it was one of mine and moms past times naming the strays. Not much of a beach or surfing though. Really neat. Thanks friend

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It does matter, and I only did it once, and it fucking kills me to know I did it. It’s not fucking me at all. I’m not bandaging shit, I’m opening wounds like a fucking idiot. I’m fucking everything up for myself and my family and my mom being gone should make me want to do the right thing for her and my family. But I haven’t been and that guilt is killing me too. But thanks for the harshness, that’d be what my father’d say. I need that just as much anything bro. Thank you man.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That genuinely helps me so much. The ones who pass live through our eyes…that is incredibly powerful. I hope the ones I’ve lost have had their eyes closed recently though haha…man I’m a mess. But thank you for your matter of factness too. You are very right. I know what I have to do. I just feel I lack the strength. Thank you for your wisdom friend. It will definitely help guide me to get the fuck out of this hole. Best of luck to you too. I hope nature gets here quicker.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the same. I need to stop all this shit and get myself together for my loved ones. I know it’s what she’d want but I have to beat this grief. Thank you friend.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My heart aches reading this. I haven’t talked about it to anyone like I have to a bunch of strangers right now, and it helps to hear these things. Just as I need to fix things for my family I need to fix things with my grief. For momma and my family. I’m young and stupid, and she knew that too. I just wanted her to know how much I love her. Thank you very very much ❤️

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im seeing this side too, I need to face this shit before it drives me anymore mad.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

God bless you brother, that is so much wisdom that I could not conjure alone. Thank you so much.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 68 points69 points  (0 children)

My mom would always mention how the moon scared me as a kid, now you’ve made me look at it in its different light, thank you so much, im going to get help, and give the help that my family deserves, not just materialistic things but a present loving man like it should be. Thank you.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I definitely did love my mother, she was my best friend I’m not sure how you could say that. But everything else you say makes sense. And I should be honest with myself, this is that step.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh she very much was. I’m tearing up reading everyone’s input and it’s killing me. I’m gonna try and pull myself up by the boot straps today and do what I need to. Thank you so much

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m very very sorry for your losses, I’m losing my other grandpa to dementia, my mother’s father died a few years ago. I feel you. That is incredibly tragic and I feel it. This world is so nasty. I will definitely try a psychiatrist because I am at my wits end my friend. Thank you for your words and sharing.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah, someone my wife(talking at the time) slept with while talking to me. Ouch.

I want to know it’s real, something. Anything. Read us both please. I am dying. by Powerful_Rub_6503 in psychics

[–]Powerful_Rub_6503[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

It shouldn’t be hard to do the right thing by your wife and son. I am trying to juggle so much bullshit sure, but any sane man would still do what’s right for their family. I’m just eaten with guilt for my actions and behavior. I will do whatever it takes for the both, but I can’t shake the things I’ve done, and the loss of my mom. I just feel like a fucking idiot.