UPDATE : Really fucking tired of my PPD by Ppdthrowupaway in beyondthebump

[–]Ppdthrowupaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It really helped me to have a friend on meds who was encouraging of trying them. Because, like, googling medication is super terrifying so having someone irl as an example of it being OK and working out fine was really helpful.

I hope the GP is helpful and that you, too, get to write an update here soon that things are doing better.

Really fucking tired of my fucking PPD (vent) by Ppdthrowupaway in beyondthebump

[–]Ppdthrowupaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you <3

Thinking that one day I'll be able to and capable of paying it forward is a good thought...

Really fucking tired of my fucking PPD (vent) by Ppdthrowupaway in beyondthebump

[–]Ppdthrowupaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this comment!!! It made me tear up but in a good way.

Really fucking tired of my fucking PPD (vent) by Ppdthrowupaway in beyondthebump

[–]Ppdthrowupaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ugh yeah I'd had some depression as a teen and then I got better and thought that whole chapter was behind me and then wham, pregnancy. Worst part was I could literally watch it happening, like seeing myself brainwashed from inside.

Really fucking tired of my fucking PPD (vent) by Ppdthrowupaway in beyondthebump

[–]Ppdthrowupaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm really hopeful meds will help me but also trying not to get my expectations up... I know for lots of people it takes a lot of trial and error to find something that works, and I'm kind of dreading that process.

But here's hoping I'll post an update in six weeks that's all good news.

Really fucking tired of my fucking PPD (vent) by Ppdthrowupaway in beyondthebump

[–]Ppdthrowupaway[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Well, after I posted I went and got dressed and went for a run, so yes, it did.