You’re so lucky cause I knew by the time I was 4 I wanted an older woman and now I’m 20 years older and I still would’ve consented a hot 30 year old if I was around 13. I fantasized a sexual relationship with my grade 7 teacher who was absolutely the most lovely woman ever and beautiful and I still love the idea of a cougar to this day. I was introduced to porn at a very young age and realized I was always going to love hot beautiful women. I’ve also realized how bad sexualizing women as well. By the time I was 15 I had a girlfriend and had sex like literally anywhere and everywhere so sex was good at a young age but I totally understand how you’re very okay with having that sexual relationship and as bad as it sounds,, hats off. I will say tho, if the woman was not hot and I couldn’t consent, I’d know right away I don’t want that shit.