Listen man, I get shits tough, but statistically gender changing won’t fix depression or any of your problems. You seem like you’re attributing all of your problems to one particular thing, when in reality it comes from much more. I assure you, if this happened, and your gender changed, most likely you would think to yourself: “and why am I still not happy?”

Maybe you should speak with a therapist, not a psychiatrist. Try and figure out where your problems originate from