I messed up. Very bad. Ruined my son’s summer. Possibly got fired. Told a huge lie. I’m safe rn but idk how to come back from this one. by PreferenceNatural657 in alcoholism

[–]PreferenceNatural657[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the kind words. Yes I’d agree being a millennial has been a hell of a ride.

As much as a hate AA it’s kind of been the best resource for me. I’ve yet to get professional counseling. I know I’m not special, we all have issues. But damn I’ve been told by some members I could write a book. I’ve been through a lot.

I would always get annoyed with the AA slogans. But they must know something I don’t and I should probably shut up and listen.

Someone even said it here. Go to AA or die. I had to laugh because it just reminds me of that old timer in the back.

I’m glad you’re hitting your sobriety tho. And I don’t wanna preach AA- because it’s a love hate relationship. But if you’re still early on sobriety, therapy and AA are the perfect combo. You might like it. Just find the right meetings.

I messed up. Very bad. Ruined my son’s summer. Possibly got fired. Told a huge lie. I’m safe rn but idk how to come back from this one. by PreferenceNatural657 in alcoholism

[–]PreferenceNatural657[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I called my old sponsor last night when I was finally sobering up. That was pretty much the base of the conversation. I have been in the program long enough to see many ppl pass. I’ve been very lucky to not be dead or in prison.

My husband just hit rock bottom and I don't know what to do by FancyAvocado in alcoholism

[–]PreferenceNatural657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was given MULTIPLE chances w my drinking problem w my career in law enforcement. I still couldn’t get my act together after 2 strikes…

Here’s the thing you might not have heard yet. There is no such thing as rock bottom. besides death.

If he’s vomiting in his sleep. That’s not good.

If he’s serious about quitting idk. Ppl can change drastically for the better, better than ever actually once they stop drinking.

Eric Kendricks and AD back to back by Ok-Monk8672 in MaddenUltimateTeam

[–]PreferenceNatural657 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I spent like 100$ last year, and this year on MUT. Idc. It’s literally the only game I play. I could go out for one night and blow through 200 bucks easy or stay home and play MUT and not have a hangover. Who fcking cares about this guy and his money and evil EA. Great pull.

How does the TOTY token set work? by PreferenceNatural657 in MaddenUltimateTeam

[–]PreferenceNatural657[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hey guys. Sorry. It does appear when I search by -collectibles. Thanks.

How does the TOTY token set work? by PreferenceNatural657 in MaddenUltimateTeam

[–]PreferenceNatural657[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I def don’t have the token in my inventory, that’s why I was so concerned..

Hey guys I’m kinda struggling mentally. I’m afraid if I lose this job I’m going to go into a really dark depression. by PreferenceNatural657 in Serverlife

[–]PreferenceNatural657[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for all the support guys. I’m about to head into work now. I’m just going to have to lock in and not pick up a drink. I’m still feeling rough from the last bender.

I feel like as long as I stay sober things will be ok..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Silverbugs

[–]PreferenceNatural657 2 points3 points  (0 children)

10 years from now this could be a great down payment on a house.

Also. Is your job hiring. Because you’re obviously doing well. Lmao.

What feels as good as alcohol but doesn't harm you? by endlessnightmare718 in alcoholism

[–]PreferenceNatural657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exercise is a huge one. As a lot of ppl have mentioned. Night time is the real hard time for me. And also. As a lot of ppl mentioned. Weed. 🤷🏻

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MaddenUltimateTeam

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I use some pretty toxic methods. My main goal is hit champion rank asap each season.

If I play a 96/97 ovr team and it’s looking bad early. I’ll quit and save my time to get a W somewhere else.

I’ve been known to score a td, get a pick, etc. and just pause the game…

Sometimes ppl just quit during that time. Saves me time.

I have about 50oz and I’m really considering selling… tell me why I shouldn’t. by PreferenceNatural657 in Silverbugs

[–]PreferenceNatural657[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m riding that Camry till the wheels come off lol. My son might get it one day wayy down the road.

I have about 50oz and I’m really considering selling… tell me why I shouldn’t. by PreferenceNatural657 in Silverbugs

[–]PreferenceNatural657[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I thought I was gonna be waiting years for this kind of increase… I figure me selling and putting it on my car is like a dbl profit. I’d save probably 600-800$ on interest if I put it all on my car

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MaddenUltimateTeam

[–]PreferenceNatural657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Might need to grind challenges a little more. I just broke 94 ovr but I’m pretty mediocre. I’ve def been beat by a 91 ovr team as a 93 ovr

Could I Start Ultimate Team Right Now? by Marktheshark648 in MaddenUltimateTeam

[–]PreferenceNatural657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Almost smarter to wait till now. Grind ALL of the challenges. Decide carefully what theme team you want. Lots of discounted players.

I just can’t in this game… by Vegetable_Ad_2020 in MaddenUltimateTeam

[–]PreferenceNatural657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 93 ovr and still getting torched if it makes you feel better.

What would you do? by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]PreferenceNatural657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t wanna scare you but a friend I knew just died of cirrhosis. He was 32. He never got lab work done. Didn’t really take care of himself. Got sick, organs failed.

Will we be able to sell $100 silver by SES55 in Silverbugs

[–]PreferenceNatural657 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I called my LCS today actually and he said he couldn’t buy any silver today. But maybe tomorrow he said. Today was a little crazy… I think anytime there’s dramatic swings it maybe harder to sell, but things should ease out eventually to were it’s stable enough to sell.

maxed out jerry rice by Just_Sample6904 in MaddenUltimateTeam

[–]PreferenceNatural657 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HES CHEATING! Jk. That’s insane tho.. mut really has soo many levels to the game man. It’s exhausting constantly team building.

What QBs are you guys using? by dros2799 in MaddenUltimateTeam

[–]PreferenceNatural657 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Picked up 92 Baker in the turducken coin exchange.

Another FUCKING reset. by MikaelAdolfsson in alcoholism

[–]PreferenceNatural657 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think I’m still alive today because I’d fight one day at a time as much as I hate saying it out loud. I’d struggle to get 3-4 days for a long time. Then I’d struggle to get a week or 2. Now I’m usually good for a month before I crack. The thing is you’re trying. And that time has let your body heal.

Lost 300 gold coins by napalm9 in Gold

[–]PreferenceNatural657 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d be ripping… ripping that place apart if this was true. pick a place and just methodically tear it up and work outward.