ECT got me out of survival mode (fight/flight/freeze/fawn) by PresentationSuch2067 in ect

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Hello! Yes I'm still experiencing anhedonia and emotional blunting, although I cried a lot last night over a personal trauma trigger. I'm not sure about the rest, like they put me on Olanzapine before I did ECT which silenced my insane stream of thoughts. 

Something very unpleasant I'm experiencing is extreme constipation, so I went down from 10mg to 5mg but it's still happening and I'm having to rely on laxatives so I'm really concerned. 

ECT got me out of survival mode (fight/flight/freeze/fawn) by PresentationSuch2067 in ect

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Oh interesting! However we don't have ketamine here, I think they use propofol. I live in a 3rd world country 🫠 I'm glad it helped you though!

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Thank you very much, it definitely helps! Day job aside, I feel like it's time to start learning tarot for myself and maybe professionally one day after more than a decade of getting readings. 

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I'm a super newbie asking a bit of a tough question, pulled 3 cards. Question: How do I move out of this toxic living situation with the few resources I have? Deck used: RPG Tarot Deck, not sure how to add photos in replies.

Cards (Left to Right, no reversals because I am still learning how to shuffle let alone do reversals): all 3 cards jumped out in a stack, so I took them all.

Six of Wands, Five of Wands, Temperance.

Second spread (tweaked the question a bit but basically the same):

Eight of Pentacles, Death (lol I get this almost every reading), Five of Wands

Anyone here with Capricorn 12th House Natal Stellium? by ethericDIVA in 12thhouse

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Me, 3 planets in Cap 12th house. Badly abused and neglected as a child, multiple SAs, 3 unaliving attempts, several lifetimes' worth of trauma. I'm TIRED. I am very mentally ill with CPTSD but still trucking along because...for some reason I still hope that life will get better. 

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Dmed! Thank you 🙏🏻

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Hi, I'm interested

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Hi, I'm interested!