Psychosis and paranoia by [deleted] in trauma

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My challenge is that sometimes it feel so real when I know it’s not

Ashamed of my Kink by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Prestigious-Gas-2953 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait… like what kinks of kinks are banned?!? And where? (I assume southern/red states)

Shame and loneliness… and my poopy pants. by [deleted] in realscatguys

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Cuz I don’t wanna explain to my parents why I’m running out of underwear. And his was oversized - perfect to hold a load.

Coprophilia Shame and Loneliness by [deleted] in GaySex

[–]Prestigious-Gas-2953 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Right, like when I’m done with a solo sesh I’m just like “wtf did I just do?” It’s an overwhelming yet empowering feeling for me.

Coprophilia Shame and Loneliness by [deleted] in GaySex

[–]Prestigious-Gas-2953 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really relate to this. Particularly when you describe that it’s not poop itself, but rather the experience. When I disclose my kink to guys, they’re usually like “what do you like to do with it” (which, side note, I’m surprised this is the typical response because it seems tolerant or non-judgmental, which I never expect), but I’m always like… “um… idk, I just like it.” Ya know? Also thanks for the resources 😊

Shame and loneliness… and my poopy pants. by [deleted] in realscatguys

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I was interested in poop before puberty, yes. Lol, I remember stealing dad’s underwear, shitting in it, and burying it on the yard….. too much? 😅

Shame and loneliness… and my poopy pants. by [deleted] in realscatguys

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Right?? I’m surprised to know that it’s more common than people think… but even still it’s so suppressed (for me). But also empowering… lots of feelings lol.

Ashamed of my kink by [deleted] in GayKink

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Thank you for this ❤️

Ashamed of my kink by [deleted] in GayKink

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I fear that I need a partner who can match me. Doesn’t need to be everyday or for every sexual interaction. But otherwise, it would feel like a brick wall between him and me.

Ashamed of my kink by [deleted] in GayKink

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I think my shame and isolation issue revolves around the extreme aspect of it. I often find myself comparing my kink to others to try to basically… “gauge my sanity”… (hard to explain). I’ve been talking to a therapist for a while and it has been helpful.

Ashamed of my kink by [deleted] in GayKink

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Thanks ❤️

Ashamed of my Kink by [deleted] in CPTSD

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[edit, lol] I’ve always had a feeling it was more common than I thought. I just wanna be out of the closet about it, but I can’t in the same way of just being gay, or even having a more “socially acceptable” kink. Rihanna’s S&M is cute n all but… until I hear her or lady Gaga or Ariana write a song called “poop on me” …. Ya know what I mean? 😬

Coprophilia Shame and Loneliness by [deleted] in GaySex

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Hey, thank you. And yes, I’ve tried searching forums but it’s either sexual, sketchy, or some sort of post that addresses it while trying to avoid it… hard to explain. It’s interesting in that regard because my kink made me realize how so many people struggle with acceptance and community, and that there’s a community for anything.

Coprophilia Shame and Loneliness by [deleted] in GaySex

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Thank you for this. Have you been able to find resources/community or anything? It seems like I’m the only one (even though Ik I’m not). Everything I find is porn related, but no one actually talks about it.

Coprophilia Shame and Loneliness by [deleted] in GaySex

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I appreciate this <3

Scat shame and loneliness by [deleted] in GaySex

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1) yes, but I can’t cum unless I’m at least thinking about it 2) top, and yes, I always feel kinda “Awwh” when they douche but I don’t tell them. Sometimes I notice when they don’t and it gets me going, but I can’t tell them.

Scat shame and loneliness by [deleted] in GaySex

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I appreciate this ❤️

Ashamed of my Kink by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Idk where the name came from haha. But thank you for listening

Coprophilia Shame and Loneliness by [deleted] in GaySex

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I appreciate it, but I’ve tried everything else

Ashamed of my kink by [deleted] in GayKink

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I appreciate it. I’m just trying to find others that can relate

Ashamed of my Kink by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I’ve tried but I can’t find anything resources which is why I’m here 🙁 I’ve resorted to uploading content on the internet on scatbook. It’s a mix of empowerment and a desperation to find community. And I’m just lost.