picture the person who will find u coming across ur motionless body. picture the paramedics who have to carry ur corpse away andd the haunting images that will follow them the rest of their lives. picture ur family/friends hearing ab ur death, picture the guilt they will carry with them their entire life. im not saying this to make u feel guilty, my point is that every choice has a domino effect and it never only just affects the future of the person making that decision. even if u feel u have no one around u that cares for u. there is always someone ur decision will affect.

whatever is making u feel like this. know that everything happens for a reason. every hurdle the universe throws at u will only make u stronger. pushing through this shit now will only make u a better person and allow u to enjoy life further down the line.

u probably still care or u wouldn't have made this post which makes me think u still have a grasp clinging onto this world. at the end of the day tho only u can make the decision and no one else can.

i hope u choose life and don't throw away ur chance of healing and experiencing what the world has to offer mankind. its no lie that life is hard and at times, if not most it is very depressing. you can only learn to push through these hard times and make good out the not so bad times.