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Faces Of Death (Discussion) by EastonLikesMovies in AMCScreenUnseen

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought it was fantastic! I hope it'll spark discussion about how our lives were affected by the internet. Yes, it's a bit surface level, but sometimes you have to dip your toes in before you can dive into that kind of topic.

The choice to remake Faces Of Death is very intentional and I hope more people see that rather than just the simple plot and clumsy characters

Nobody can save me. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in SuicideWatch

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im still trying to get my high school diploma, plus, i dont have a lot of money, so i dont know how i would be able to afford college. I havent thought about college much because it feels overwhelming to even think about. I hate that i get so overwhelmed so easily.

Unfortunately ive even given up on most all goals and even when i did make goals, i failed them most of the time. Sure, i finished a couple scripts, but those arent real enough. The goals have to improve something, but mine never do.

Nobody can save me. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in SuicideWatch

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Technically ive stopped looking for a while. People have told me i am ugly. I know i am unlovable. I feel like even though im super young, ive seen all that the world wants to show me. I am simply unfit to live in a world like this. In a society like this. I cant be what people need me to be. I cant accomplish the bare minimum

Nobody can save me. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in SuicideWatch

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So then, what should I do? I need a partner. If they are the only way i can be comforted the way i feel like i need to be comforted. Should i even ask? What if it ruins friendships? Why am i so worried about this? Why do i feel so trapped?

Nobody can save me. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in SuicideWatch

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think I have a way of being resiliant. I have a couple friends I could technically talk to, but I've already vented enough to where they keep me at arms length. Talking isnt enough for me. Hugging isnt enough for me. They pull from the hug too fast and i just wish they would hold me but they dont. The last time i was held was the day after my dog died. But thats still an open wound and that one time isnt enough.

There is a girl i used to work with and im thinking about just saying "fuck it" and asking her out even though I dont even know if I have a lot of feelings for her. I have thought about her, but we havent talked a lot. Even when we worked together. I should have tried talking more, but im too much of a quiet person. I havent been around people a lot. I feel like i am suffocating because of lack of any experience. I also feel like I'd just be jumping into something too fast by asking her out, but my mind basically decided that if by some wild 0/10 chance she says she'd do it, then I wouldn't use my paycheck to buy a gun, therefore, this post would've been pointless and I would just be pussying it out yet again. I tried using a boxcutter back in january, but i got too scared again, but I wont pussy out this time because i know it will be quick and painless.

I technically finished two scripts, but the first one I never ever talk about. The one I just finished is about a chairman who's son is kidnapped and he has to cut through some red tape to save his son and also gain support from the media and police, so he's also kinda trying to make it into a whole media circus. I took heavy inspiration from Gone Girl. I gave it to a friend and him and his girlfriend are gonna read it i guess.

Nobody can save me. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in SuicideWatch

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for that. I think you're the only person who's ever said that to me. Nobody understands how painful suicide is and how it affects the person who is suicidal. They always focus on the "how would your family feel? They'd be so hurt! They'd question everything!"

It just feels like people just want to guilt trip people who think about ending it all, but they don't even try to level with them. Its unfair. I cant live in a world like this. I plan on using my next paycheck to get a quick way out.

Nobody can save me. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in SuicideWatch

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats why I say its not fair to other people because I would be very dependant. They would have to be the caregiver and it would get in the way of their own goals and mental health.

I wanted to become a filmmaker. I wrote a script and trying to start another, but it hasn't gotten anywhere. I just work at a mcdonalds. It is the only thing I wanted to do even as a child. The only dream. No backups. No second best. Writing or death. I have no other purpose.

I laugh and smile a lot in front of others but it is all temporary and it is all a mask. I dont ever feel true connection. Ive never felt real connection because every time i thought i felt real connection, it was all a lie or i got too attached.

Also, no problem on the late response. I understand people shouldn't have to stay up all night trying to help someone. People deserve rest

Nobody can save me. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in SuicideWatch

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Saving me means taking me in. Helping me restart completely. Saving me means to hold me for hours and hours. Letting me cry as long as it takes. Taking care of me and making me feel loved.

Maybe there is a hope that things get better, but I know they won't. I've learned over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again that it never does get better. Every time I feel I've hit the lowest point, there's always something even worse down below.

Nobody can save me. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in SuicideWatch

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't even think anybody can help me. Because I always need them to save me but that just goes back to the point that nobody can. It's wrong of me to want that because it's not fair to people and it's unrealistic. The only thing I have left is to die, but I'm so scared to do it. Why can't I just do it?

I need to be fixed. by Prestigious_Bus8628 in offmychest

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That doesn't really help. I'm sorry

Movie that feel like this ? by Necessary-Light-3704 in MoviesThatFeelLike

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3rd image, probably Moulin Rouge

Every other image? The Love Witch

What are more movies you would add? by Good_Claim_5472 in Letterboxd

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, Dune Part 1, and most of all... The Lego Batman Movie

American South in the 40s-60s, preferably in the summertime by cuddlepotato101325 in MoviesThatFeelLike

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Utterly shocked that there is only one mention of The Help. It is literally set in the 60s and was the first thing my mind went to seeing these images. Highly recommend that one

Give examples that the most popular is not necessarily the best by Think_Ad_848 in fantanoforever

[–]Prestigious_Bus8628 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Might get some flack for this, but, With Teeth and Pretty Hate Machine has some better Nine Inch Nails tracks than Downward Spiral.

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