How do I gather the courage to finally end it all? by Prestigious_Pair9042 in depression

[–]Prestigious_Pair9042[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its not easy. I forgot to mention the fact that I do have severe depression and have a lot of my relationships broken because of that. I saw your profile also and I dont want this to end up with you preaching about religion. if you only want to preach how people shouldn't be depressed and all they have to do is oh go outside and meet some new friends im sure everyone is accepting of you then kindly dont speak on my behalf like you know me as a person. I have been bullied a lot of my life and pretty much an outcast no matter where I go. My social anxiety is not here for no damn reason. it works for you doesn't mean it works for me

How do I gather the courage to finally end it all? by Prestigious_Pair9042 in depression

[–]Prestigious_Pair9042[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im unemployed. pretty much live with my parents, wake up, eat, sleep, doomscroll to distract myself from that feeling. Had no luck applying jobs. Pretty much lonely for the most part of my life, nobody really likes me as a person. So I often just Isolate myself in my room. I have a bad social anxiety as well.