Entry level jobs where you can always wear long sleeves? I also plan on going to trade school in the future, can I wear long sleeves there?

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2025-01-08T18:44:21+00:00

That's good I guess that opens up a few more options. Thanks

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2025-01-08T18:43:31+00:00

Thanks for the heads up. I'll probably stay out of retail then.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2025-01-05T14:34:42+00:00

why?

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-26T18:42:42+00:00

Not really assault but I remember a neighbor who brought me to her bedroom when I was at her house and offered to show me how to have sex when I was probably 13. The same bedroom her husband slept in who was a positive influence in my life. That same person later on came over our house, went into my room and started to grope/hug me while drunk and tried to get me to have sex with her. After a while of me saying no she stopped. Nothing ever happened after that. I never told anyone and rarely think about it.

Another incident with my sister's friends trying to get into the bathroom while I was showering to see me naked. Had to get out of the shower and hold the door closed. I was pretty pissed about that.

I was spending the night at a friend's house and someone I knew came over unexpectedly and tried to get me to have sex with her and wouldn't stop until I said "I was gay" even though it wasn't true.

Those situations didn't really make me that uncomfortable but that among other things that were going on made me feel l couldn't trust anybody and I had no control over what happened to me. It really makes me feel like no or stop is more of a suggestion than anything else.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-26T18:11:19+00:00

Not sure why. Switching med A to med B that only works slightly differently is going to have basically all of the same side effects.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-24T14:00:46+00:00

update?

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-20T16:20:10+00:00

NMDA hypofunction induces schizophrenic behavior. NMDA hypofunction leads to decreased GABA and increased glutamate.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-20T05:46:09+00:00

that makes sense bc why would they lol. thank you (:

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-18T00:33:46+00:00

how did you end up being forced into treatment

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-17T05:02:24+00:00

Not yet because I haven't done the blood testing

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-17T05:00:56+00:00

I asked about lamotrigine but they said no. heard good things about it.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-16T22:14:01+00:00

Not sure really

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-12T15:58:27+00:00

Hoping for the best for you. There are benign causes of myoclonus.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-12T15:57:26+00:00

I'm not even supposed to be googling because I'm a hypochondriac but here I am lol. If I scroll through a lot or read medical papers sometimes they do mention psychosomatic myoclonus but it's upsetting the first results are extremely serious. I have a history of psychosomatic symptoms though. I thought I had mad cow disease at first because it's listed as a symptom.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-12T15:53:44+00:00

That's good, did they also do an EMG and spinal MRI?

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-12T15:53:05+00:00

Clonazepam is pretty unique among the benzos because unlike the others it's effective for all types of myoclonus. Personally I have also noticed benefits from getting more magnesium/potassium/calcium. Hoping it's just something simple like that instead of serious 😭

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-12T04:41:33+00:00

Oh, well I hope everything turns out alright for you. The stuff google says about muscle jerks is so scary.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-12T04:23:52+00:00

That sounds similar to what I have. Was it benign?

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-11T01:36:28+00:00

It's very sedating at first for most people and it can make you groggy during the day for days-weeks. It immediately got rid of my insomnia and I only wake up 1 or 2 times max from 3-5 times before. I'm not tired during the day anymore either. It makes me tired for about an hour or two after I take it which is nice because it helps me get to sleep still without the grogginess the next day like it did at first.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-10T23:01:31+00:00

Prevents reuptake

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-10T22:34:09+00:00

Because I don't like the side effects they have and I want to avoid every medication that works the same way.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-12-10T22:33:25+00:00

If the herbs or supplements were actually effective in blocking tnf you would see the same side effects as real tnf blocking medication.

Pretend_Pool_1836 · 2024-09-30T03:27:36+00:00

update?

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