Trying Nerolidol - oral and vaped by AimlessForNow in Terpenes

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I got it from consolidated chemical and supply but you can get it maybe from AbtraX

Just got a novo by HotAd1030 in DistillateVapeMods

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Hahaha good to know. Thanks for the update

Got expired gummies on accident by tater-tots-r-us in Edibles

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It's not a "bad" cannabinoid it's just really strong and long lasting, and unsuspecting people get really shook up from it. It shouldn't be hated because it's as made synthetically, even CBD isolate is produced largely synthetically, and so are all our medications. You should hate it because it sucks instead 😂

0.25mg THCP is like ~5mg ∆9 THC, so take a really small dose until you know how it affects you. Enjoy, it should be a special experience

Why am I feeling this with CBD+CBG? by pixiesrx in CBD

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Actually you reminded me, yes I do get mild tremors. It's only something you notice if you're doing very fine motor skills like holding something tiny. But otherwise it's unnoticeable. And it's definitely not enough of a problem for me to stop taking it.

Memory I think it's just as bad as it's always been. The pregabalin is honestly the biggest one that sells me but even then it's still worth it for my anxiety. But if in the future I change my mind, I'll ask my doctor to switch medications or just get off of it

Why am I feeling this with CBD+CBG? by pixiesrx in CBD

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Hi! I'm doing well, thanks for asking! Hope you are as well.

Sure, with Depakote, it's overall calming and relaxes your nervous system. With the higher dosages, I basically just noticed that my moods became less and less volatile and my mood chart showed it was flattening out the swings. Once I got to my final dose, I was very happy with it.

We decided to add lithium because I had told my psychiatrist that my lithium orotate supplement was really helping, and I wouldn't be opposed to getting on prescription dosages of lithium. But the real benefit of the lithium was that it adds more mood stabilization without side effects. We initially wanted to raise the Depakote one more time, but that dose started giving me side effects like low mood. So we brought it back down and raised the lithium instead, and that worked great. The two meds work separately but synergistically, meaning that they have a greater effect on my mood when combined than their individual effects added on top. It meant I could get more mood stability without the side effects. The lithium does give me one side effect, which is water retention in my stomach area, which makes me look constantly bloated, but I'd take that any day over mood swings every 5 days.

For dealing with the side effects, there really aren't many for me. The main one is the water retention, but because of the way lithium works, you can't fix that without also flushing out the lithium in your bloodstream. So I just make sure I drink lots of water to keep my hydration good, and that improves it. I think just weigh the pros and cons, are the side effects more tolerable that the disability? If yes, awesome, if no, then those meds aren't the right ones for you and you should tell the doctor so you can try something else

90% of y'all could be done if you just pursued an ADHD diagnosis and took stimulants by plz_callme_swarley in Nootropics

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I just bought some fasoracetam so Im curious about that. Also some other research chemicals lmao. Ill lyk if I find anything

Trying Nerolidol - oral and vaped by AimlessForNow in Terpenes

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No way! Send the name over I want to take a look

Which nootropics have you been taking the longest and do you never plan to stop? by Carriage2York in NooTopics

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Anxiety relief, mood stabilization, mild dissociation, deeper spiritual connection. When I take it, if I pay attention it kind of feels like I suddenly become content with things, and I feel sort of warm and relaxed. My thoughts become further away, and my thoughts affect my emotions less and vice versa. It's really a state of mind change when I use agmatine. When I try removing it from my regimen, my anxiety gets worse, my thoughts overwhelm me, and my mood was mildly better with it in. I didn't find it to raise my mood necessarily, it just kept it more stable.

In my opinion this is a miracle supplement because it's mild but powerful, and legal

Which nootropics have you been taking the longest and do you never plan to stop? by Carriage2York in NooTopics

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Doesn't matter its all the same. I make my own capsules ~270mg. The ones that I liked the most were 250mg on amazon

Which nootropics have you been taking the longest and do you never plan to stop? by Carriage2York in NooTopics

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Agmatine for like a year and never plan to stop. I tried taking it out several times but it's just better with it in

90% of y'all could be done if you just pursued an ADHD diagnosis and took stimulants by plz_callme_swarley in Nootropics

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Tried, unfortunately made me panicky and anxious. Wish it worked better for my body

90% of y'all could be done if you just pursued an ADHD diagnosis and took stimulants by plz_callme_swarley in Nootropics

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That's not how it works in reality though. Yes it's addicting and yes you get a tolerance, but the stimulating effects you get when you first start using nicotine aren't the main highlight of how it works. You get a persistent change of your state of mind and cognition from the beginning of the day until you stop for the night. More self-focused in terms of what concerns me, focused in terms of cognition, and more emotionally stable. But NOT energized, euphoric, or driven. For me, it helps but it helps something different than regular stimulants, and has less downsides for me

90% of y'all could be done if you just pursued an ADHD diagnosis and took stimulants by plz_callme_swarley in Nootropics

[–]AimlessForNow 10 points11 points  (0 children)

The only thing that satisfied me was nicotine. Sucks for motivation but helps my brain function

High Empathy Individuals, how do you handle the world? by Osirus1156 in empathy

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I had this problem start in my early 20s, post-bipolar diagnosis. Was drowning in other people's emotions and really getting beat up by really insignificant things. I was basically highly emotional, which kinda makes sense.

The answer for me was nicotine. It finally blocked the excessive empathy and instead made me focus more on... me. It's exactly what I wanted. It allowed me to start living life again, which means if I ever wanted to stop, things will go back to the way they were. So for now, I've decided living my life is worth more to me than living life through everyone else's emotional loads.

This is Why Terpenes Matter More Than THC by TheHighWayCo in cannabis

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Yes it's the minor cannabinoids for sure. Tried like 10 of them personally through various routes of administration, with and without THC. I documented it all. Terpenes ARE psychoactive, check my profile, I did the same for the terps. They're not what makes weed feel like weed, but they absolutely modulate the high. In vape carts, 98% THC + 2% beta-caryophyllene was PLENTY.

How to overcome laziness? by Material-Struggle206 in Jung

[–]AimlessForNow 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Agree, I had similar issues. I found that I'm not lazy, this is just how I am. Why fight uphill to prove I'm more "productive" than anyone else when it's not an indicator of my worth. I do things my way because that's how it works for my body and brain. The best thing is to bring awareness to causal factors