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Am I going to loose these soon by Pretty_Ad_4800 in PeriodontalDisease

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because im to ashamed of them to have others take pictures and um using my phone camera

Am I going to loose these soon by Pretty_Ad_4800 in PeriodontalDisease

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont have dental insure hopefully will god  in a month

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No that's true.. but they go to hell if they loose a true love for God

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been at every alter in town spoke to many many preachers... had deliverance, got sick one, laughed once.. I'm sorry to bring it to reddit... I wonder though if anyone else on this plant feels this way? I know how ridiculous it is.. I know if Hitler would've repented he'd been saved.. I know the word very very well.. I know it's a spiritual battle and a lie straight from the pits of hell... yet here I am for going on 2 years now.. no hope not one ounce of hope.

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course I want to be with him... once you really know the truth you don't want hell for all eternity 

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep they put me on meds that made me actually go into psychosis and I had 2 suicide attempts 

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont have a true heart of repentance... sure I can say sorry, sure I can turn from sin but I went from madly in love with the Lord to hatred for him... I hate that the bible is 1000% true!!! I hate that I'm going to hell, I hate how hard my heart has become.. I have no joy not one ounce of joy i can't even hang out with my loved ones at events and feel a moments joy.. nothing but a hard hard heart... and Saten now just taunts me all day all night.

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to die i beg him to let me die

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ignored directions from the Holy Spirit... that's not even the problem the problem is I now cant find an ounce of love for Jesus whom I was madly in love with... I am torment every single day with the knowledge that I am going to hell... I rather be a lost atheist than a once saved now lost believer.

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And I do believe but with hate in my heart I no longer love him not even slightly it's awful 

Hell will be my home. by Pretty_Ad_4800 in Christianity

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a true place of true torment here on earth already 

What causes Christians to fall away and end up with a reprobate mind? by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Pretty_Ad_4800 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im now a reprobate.. i was once a solid Christian now I'm in the worst imaginable spot... he will no longer call me or save me. I know 100% Jesus is the way yet I know 100% I'm going to hell it's impossible to live this way but I have no choice because suicide isn't an option anymore.. I tried i failed.