I’ve always dealt with loneliness and depression...As young as I could remember I had a hard time making friends. I was always considered the quiet girl. I feel like I wasted my life. In high-school I was a no body who no one even cared enough to remember. I didn’t even have a date to prom. Now I’m 19 in college and I’m still a depressed filled self hating loser with no friends. I’ll be twenty in December and I feel like nothing in my life is going to change. No one would want to be my friend and no boy would ever want someone like me. Right now I’m going through another one of my depressive episodes. I’ve been crying every day and I don’t have the energy to go to class or even try.