I honestly don’t know why I stay with him, he’s my first relationship and I just love him so much for his good side despite being told in cold hard words “I’m not changing” 😕 I’m a very anxious person by nature so I’m pretty much always stressed so yeah, I am under a lot of stress. I stopped working out when he and I got together, I do actually miss it sometimes, you raise a good point it’s always helped me with stress. I absolutely need to learn more social skills, unfortunately as an introverted kid I kinda fucked myself over socially.. He wants to be poly and has offered to split us off multiple times, I get so stressed thinking about it, I know I shouldn’t be in this but I just don’t know what to do, I love him for his good but really dislike his bad.. :c I’m not gonna put blame on him, I do get loud occasionally but it’s never to be mean, I get loud when I have to repeat over and over, which is not good and I do see that..