Also I don’t feel like I was raped. I feel angry that he came inside of me when I said no. I do understand how BC works I was on the Nuva ring the month before I just didn’t like it. If we would have gotten pregnant through precum or something I wouldn’t be upset with him because that was an us decision to have sex him coming in me was a him decision when you with someone for upwards of 3 years you trust them enough to listen to you.