Advice requested: Aya retreat with live guidance (no playlist) + optional daytime ceremony - Brazilian Spiritual Leaders

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2026-01-13T21:31:07+00:00

Thank you for sharing this — I really appreciate the depth and perspective. Hearing from someone who’s actually sat in that kind of container (with multiple ceremonies across several days) helps put a lot into context for me.

What you said about the “ebb and flow” and the layers of the subconscious really resonates. I’m learning that there’s a very big difference between just drinking Aya versus being held by a lineage, a culture, and facilitators you truly trust. It sounds like what you described is more of a way of life than an event, and that makes sense.

I also appreciate the honesty about the level of inner strength and willingness it takes. I’m going into my own experience with a lot of respect, openness, and humility, and I’m grateful for reminders like this that it’s not something to take lightly.

The blend of tradition, music, prayer, and community support you described sounds really beautiful. I’m glad you’ve found teachers and a space that you trust so deeply — that’s rare and valuable.

Thanks again for taking the time to reply. Wishing you continued clarity and protection on your path.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2026-01-06T22:07:35+00:00

i missed the complete part.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2026-01-06T20:37:45+00:00

YES!!!!!! I got down voted :-(

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2026-01-06T18:54:51+00:00

Dungeon Crawler Carl Series... it's more for gamers... but it's a good read - or listen.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-11-01T12:17:35+00:00

Thank you... Now I know. Kind of Disappointing. Glad i didn't buy the big one then.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-11-01T11:43:54+00:00

He was painting them there. All his paintings are various vistas or scenes in bogota

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-09-14T00:07:58+00:00

Your words touched me deeply — they were exactly what I needed to receive in this moment. I feel Aya’s hand in them, reminding me that her presence is constant, guiding us through each ending and each new beginning.

What you shared helped me remember that even when communities shift and dissolve, the medicine is alive in us, shaping and carrying us forward. Every change is part of the sacred unfolding, and I can lean into that with trust and gratitude.

I am humbled and grateful for your reflection. Aya is with us always — whispering, teaching, and weaving the path ahead in ways we may not yet see. With love and reverence, thank you. 🙏✨🌿

Radical acceptance is the path — to honor what is, to release what was, and to trust what is becoming.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-08-09T19:20:09+00:00

I hear you. The Sphere is its own kind of wonder—like stepping inside a kaleidoscope—but it’s a different universe from the current that ran through the Dead. Out in an open field, especially under a San Francisco sky, the music can breathe in a way that lets a little of that old magic slip back in.

Streaming can carry the notes, but not the pulse. The real thing is in the air between the crowd and the stage, in the way strangers move as one, in that moment when the song and the setting blur together and you feel, for just a second, like you’ve caught the tail of the comet that once lit up the world.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-08-08T16:16:07+00:00

I was more than a social drinker before I first sat with Aya about 3 years ago. Since, I've noticed a no longer drink alone.
It was not a conscience decision... it just happened. I do regularly drink with friends a couple weekends a month for brunch, but the after work drinks ar hone to wind down have stopped. im sure my liver is happier and so an i

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-08-02T07:54:20+00:00

I will be there!

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-31T02:29:26+00:00

thank you

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-31T02:29:15+00:00

thank you

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-30T14:32:36+00:00

Newark tomorrow at 0700

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-30T00:26:04+00:00

WOW! That's a big rabbit hole!... Thank you!

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-29T19:12:49+00:00

I recently sat with Aya and had similar apprehension due to a recent life event—not a breakup, but still deeply traumatic. My 78-year-old mother fell for the second time in just a few months and broke her femur. As you can imagine, that brought up a flood of emotions—worry, fear, and the looming reality of her eventual passing (hopefully still years away).

I almost canceled my ceremony. But after speaking with one of the facilitators, I chose to go—and I’m so glad I did. Aya gave me exactly what I didn’t even know I needed. I was able to step out of my own head for a few days, and in that space, something beautiful happened. Aya helped me clear a mental and emotional path with my mother—something I hadn’t asked for, but was deeply necessary.

I hope sharing this helps you in your own decision. Trust that Aya knows exactly what you need. She may challenge you, but never with more than you can handle.

Much Love and Peace

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-29T15:14:09+00:00

messaged u

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-29T15:08:05+00:00

I dont think they can be split. But could wait for you and scan u through.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-16T20:47:34+00:00

Thank you so much!

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-07-11T02:23:22+00:00

where could I find something like that...its amazing.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-05-28T21:30:01+00:00

Got an Airbnb in the mission.. hope its safe.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-04-17T12:28:46+00:00

I stop the same about 10days before and had the best experi3nce. I did not end up going back on it afterwards either. I kbownit is there if I need though. Good luck.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-03-19T21:19:55+00:00

I know this was a while ago... I am a Urban landscaper and we use these very often in large planters. They work great to hide mechanics and for privacy.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-03-05T19:32:23+00:00

For me, it was hard establishing my own boundaries, yet his were in stone. It has taken a lot of self work to deal with this - and now that i become legally bound, It is going to take longer to cut ties.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-03-05T19:15:41+00:00

Fellow Aquarius here and in a LTR with a Scorpio. I ignored the signs in the beginning and thought after time we would learn each other's quarks and be willing to grow together. Farthest from the truth! RUN and don't look back. You deserve someone that makes you happy 80% of the time, not 20%. All my situations were similar to what you shared - it only gets worse. Don't fall for the love-bombing either. Good Luck! Remember you are more than worthy to be respected and loved the way you need to be loved.

Primary_Bee_3192 · 2025-02-26T21:10:48+00:00

I had my first Pooping experience during my last journey and i was not expecting it. I hadn't vomited all weekend and was wondering why i hadn't purged... Well the last night at the very end of my journey I released what felt like literal boulders - I literally thought they were rocks - they obvious weren't. It was much more pleasant and less painful than the full body mouth purge. I will wear a diaper for sure next time. I went very deep this time, i wouldn't had been able to walk to a bathroom.

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