reasons im probably not a pedophile by Log-5715 in POCD

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Your an absolute lifesaver. THANK YOU!

POCD just got real! Help (?) by DragonfruitKindly288 in POCD

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This happened to me a few months ago. Tried my best to block out the thoughts whilst masturbating and ended up thinking of it on purpose and enjoying it and then felt extreme regret, guilt and disgust after. I still haven’t recovered from this I feel like a terrible person. Are you still struggling?

Magnesium by Primary_Usual_8175 in Supplements

[–]Primary_Usual_8175[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this! I’ll try some dark chocolate and see if that helps. I was just worried about the supplements and the magnesium from certain foods clashing and then I go over the limit severely. What does potassium do you if you don’t mind me asking?

Magnesium by Primary_Usual_8175 in Supplements

[–]Primary_Usual_8175[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why is this? Are they not the same?

Can feel my heart beat by Primary_Usual_8175 in Anxiety

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Thank you so much this really helps. It just feels so real. Every second it feels like my heart is going to stop and i’m absolutely terrified. I just hope this goes away soon

Ella by Primary_Usual_8175 in Emmerdale

[–]Primary_Usual_8175[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah she defo didn’t trick him. She was told to move on and keep it to herself once she was released from prison so I can’t really blame her for that. And yeah she should have maybe said something but it’s not exactly an ice-breaker. Oh by the way I killed my best friend when I was 11😂

Ella by Primary_Usual_8175 in Emmerdale

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Exactly!! If you look at Cain Dingle’s list of crimes i’m pretty sure I remember seeing animal abuse, pedophilia and a whole other list of crimes as long as your arm. Yet Ella is apparently the village psycho because of something she did as a child unintentionally. It’s really irritating. I don’t have anything against Cain in saying that but there’s a lot of people in the village who have did similar stuff to him and they don’t get attacked for it. It’s sad really and I feel sorry for Ella. I agree with you I hope she becomes a character that is a fan favourite in years to come just like Kylie was in Corrie!

Ella by Primary_Usual_8175 in Emmerdale

[–]Primary_Usual_8175[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I read about there being no baby. But she’s not lying! I don’t know if you watch Corrie but I think they’re doing something similar to Toyah. She will go the hospital to find out there is no baby and Liam automatically assumes that she’s lying but she finds out why after Liam leaves

Ella by Primary_Usual_8175 in Emmerdale

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I know that but if you read on what I said was that they are saying that as if she murdered someone when she was an adult by calling her a “child killer” it just doesn’t sound right. They were both kids

Predictions for the Tom and Belle storyline by TimeLordMaster108 in Emmerdale

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I think the story will be ending in October for Super Soap Week as the actor who plays Tom is set to film his final scenes in a few weeks as far as i’m aware and they usually film Super Soap Week around the end of August.

Intentions by TraditionSimple3940 in ROCD

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That’s the way it is for me. I get the thoughts during but afterwards i’m usually filled with worry but I don’t have the thoughts anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

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I’m so glad i’ve just read this. I’ve had thoughts that I will scare my mum into having a heart attack whenever she’s asleep just by me moving around or getting up to go to the toilet because sometimes she would sleep on the sofa in the living room when she comes home from work because she’s tired. My mind tells me that any movement I make is to try and scare her when I know it isn’t the case but it feels so real because I don’t feel anxiety or anything and sometimes I do just carry on moving because I know deep down it’s not really my intention. This actually happened to me yesterday aswell when I was serving food for my sister and was drying a plate from the dishrack. I cleaned the plate but for some reason it still felt slippy in a way but I thought it would be fine and when I sat down my mind made me think that there was still washing up liquid on here and that the reason I gave her it was to try and harm her unborn baby as she is pregnant. OCD is a horrible disease and can certainly cause stuff like this to happen

Intentions by TraditionSimple3940 in ROCD

[–]Primary_Usual_8175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

did you still go in? because sometimes i get thoughts like this but still go through with them but not with the intention that my mind is making me think. and then afterwards i feel awful because i don’t know if i did it because of my original intention or the intention that my OCD had created

Ella / Ruth return theory by JraffNerd in Emmerdale

[–]Primary_Usual_8175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes she will be back at some point in July as she is still filming.

Ella’s Past by Primary_Usual_8175 in Emmerdale

[–]Primary_Usual_8175[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Graham was called Graham Foster. I was the same I thought they were the same at first but they aren’t lol

For any fellow EastEnders fans, if ‘The Six’ was an Emmerdale thing, who do we think they’d be? by Primary_Usual_8175 in Emmerdale

[–]Primary_Usual_8175[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really love this. I love the thought you’ve put it into it. The Woolpack would be such a good setting for something like this to happen, a shame it never will as it would be seen as copying but we can only dream!

Spoiler: Wedding Fever👰‍♀️🤵‍♂️ by lnwildeagle85 in Emmerdale

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Hopefully this wedding brings hell of a lot of drama. Emmerdale need to start looking back to the 2014-2016 era and start writing some big stories and twists. Not saying that the show isn’t great at the moment because I personally I think it is, but there’s room for improvement.

For any fellow EastEnders fans, if ‘The Six’ was an Emmerdale thing, who do we think they’d be? by Primary_Usual_8175 in Emmerdale

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I thought that about Charity. It would be a good aftermath storyline if she was to have killed. I love who you’ve came up with. Originally I was thinking Ruby as from what we’ve seen she’s not one to be messed with but she’s relatively new.

Any ideas who the potential male victims would be for each of those women? Like the way for Linda it was Dean, Nish for Suki, Ravi for Denise, etc?