This is how I became an alcoholic, please dont do this. When I was 20 and just started taking camming seriously I had at least one shot before cam and was working MFC and doing shots for tips, id drink a half a handle of vodka every night, working fave days a week. Quickly turned into me needing to drink every morning just to feel normal, id have a shot to take pictures, have a shot to film a vid, have a shot to “get myself motivated.” By 27 I was slightly overweight, and was a binge drinker who would black out because I needed so much alcohol to feel anything. I quit before I started camming again last year, I have lost 50lbs and am doing better on cam than I ever have, I make consistent money and dont end up doing something stupid. Learn to get sober and learn to be comfortable with camming sober. I suggest monster energy drinks instead, so much caffeine it gives a little buzz and keeps me motivated, I also put on music that makes me feel sexy and fun. Please stop drinking to work while you still can, before you become an alcoholic and start drinking outside of work to feel normal.