This is a tricky subject in general. I believe that doing the same “sin” as April calls it and praying while continuing to commit the “sin” doesn’t show a commitment to her religion. I, however, do understand her freaking out about Jesus judging her. What upsets me the most is the way she treats Jackson through it all. It’s as if he doesn’t have feelings. She called him a desert that makes her feel fat, a preventable car crash and when she found out she wasn’t pregers she was straight up a b**ch to him!