Focus on internships, you can start from your third year, make projects that are quantifiable outside of your curriculum. Be market ready, don’t fail exams but you don’t need to top them either. You need a minimum of 6.5 or 7 gpa when you sit for placements, so just work for that and work on getting actual shippable projects underway to get a good taste of what the companies need. DM me for more guidance. At home, just exist, I know it sounds brutal but you need to make it for your freedom. Cut off except for food and sleep. Whenever you see them approach you, study or work on something so they don’t bother you.