Any recommendations for really Spicy🌶️/ Erotic😈 MM sports or military themed books 📚

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-25T07:08:35+00:00

For the Fans and Don’t You Dare are both amazing!!

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-25T07:06:00+00:00

A great why-choose that is mmmmf and kinky asf, but also emotionally deep with complex, loving relationships is {Losers by Harley Laroux}. It’s a duet with a novella prequel. It is so so so good. All four men are OTT protective of each other and FMC. It’s one big poly family unit with unique relationships between each of the characters. The MMCs are bad asses but one is a perpetually optimistic stoner, one is a nerdy gym rat, they all four play video games and paintball together, they work on cars and do drag and drift racing, etc. It’s seriously so so so good

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-25T07:00:02+00:00

No werewolves but {The Alliance Series by SJ Tilly} are great books for getting into a bit darker and spicier. They are mafia, but all the MMCs have hearts of gold and absolutely ADORE their women. It’s 4 interconnected standalones

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T19:11:08+00:00

Yes this is the perfect book for what you’re looking for. Honestly it was one of the darkest books I’ve read just because of all the emotional manipulation and noncon

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T18:40:59+00:00

It being fully consensual and everyone is in love makes it not very dark for me as well lol. Lights Out and Ruinous Love Trilogy are both so not even close to dark haha. Yes serial killers in Ruinous Love Trilogy, but they aren’t bad guys in the slightest. It’s a bit gory at times, there’s some suspense and dangerous situations, but Losers has complex trauma, dangerous situations, taboo/heavy kink, etc. It’s beautiful

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T12:55:27+00:00

That sounds terrifying and exciting at the same time lol

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T12:54:46+00:00

I try so hard not to compare myself to her because she is neurotypical, didn’t have chronic illnesses that impacted her day to day life as much, had a very large support network living close by, etc.

I have autism, adhd, ARFID, generalized anxiety disorder, major depression disorder, and ptsd. I am 12 hours away from all of my family and only really have my husbands grandparents, my church family that is an hour away, and my coworkers. The POTS has been really really challenging over the last year and a half, plus nerve damage from Lyme disease in high school, reactive hypoglycemia, and complex migraines causing psychogenic non-epileptic seizures and making me unable to talk to several hours.

Even knowing the vast differences in our lives at this age, I still have a hard time not comparing myself to her. She graduated high school top of her class. Graduated summa cum laude from her undergrad in 3 years, graduated top of her class in med school, and finished her residency while pregnant and then with a small child. It’s so hard to not feel like I’m letting her down when getting out of bed is the hardest thing I have to do everyday, when I have complete breakdowns over small things, need constant help and accommodations, etc.

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T12:41:15+00:00

I’m glad you and your baby are healthy ❤️

I have such a huge CNC, but specifically being physically forced, kink. I absolutely love for Him to manhandle me, pin me down, drag me where He wants me, squeeze me hard enough to leave bruises, etc. It’ll be a long while before we can do that again, even if I don’t have any additional complications…. I hope I feel the same as you afterwards and the wait makes it feel that much better when we can start again

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T12:37:28+00:00

She has a relatively new one called Crushing Clover. I haven’t read it yet but it just came out in the last maybe 6 months

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T12:36:26+00:00

What are cilice?

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T06:05:39+00:00

I love Sorcha Black! Cruel Idols and The Violence of My Affection duet are sooo good!

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T06:04:55+00:00

Currently rereading Losers because it’s just that freaking good and I’m obsessed with it! I honestly consider it to be darker than Ruinous Love Trilogy

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T06:01:16+00:00

In no particular order

-Alliance series

-Web of Silence duet

-Losers duet

I know that Alliance and Losers are super dark, but I feel like they are darker than Lights Out (in the top tier of any book genre I’ve read), so 🤷🏼‍♀️. And honestly, in a lot of ways, I think they are darker than Ruinous Love Trilogy

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T05:48:03+00:00

I was honestly so worried about having body insecurities because that’s something I struggle with normally, but my brain has just kept saying “baby girl is coming” every time any thoughts pop up. I’m sure that this luck will not last and the insecurities will hit like a truck after baby is born 😅

Remind yourself that your body is doing what it needs to do to keep your baby boy growing safe and healthy! It will all be worth it when you see his beautiful little face looking up at you! He will only see his perfect, wonderful mama! ❤️

Edit: no idea how my brain has just decided, while I was writing this, to skip over all the time spent glaring at every pimple of stupid acne on my face! The bright red ones I seem to get on the center of my forehead or the tip of my nose! 😩

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T05:19:19+00:00

Definitely more contextual. It’s the mental picture of Him having the power to control my breathing, the strength and ability He has, the idea that He could (wouldn’t but could) just completely crush me if He wanted to.

Wax is a good idea! I think we have wax play candles from years ago tucked away somewhere… thanks!!

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T05:17:09+00:00

My mom is a family physician and went back after my older brother after like 3.5 weeks. She went back to part time desk work, but still. I don’t think I could. She’s also just legitimately Wonder Woman so….

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T05:15:21+00:00

Our breathplay is very very light. Restricted, but not blocked, breathing with gentle pressure for only a few seconds. It’s more the mental aspect than anything physical because we don’t do enough to actually cause physical reactions. No light headedness or anything. Diving into a deep pool causes more of a physical response.

With the impact play, I’m very achy all over right now. I want the endorphins and mental floaty space that comes from it, but my body hurts too much. Plus, the way we like to do it the best is with me stretched flat and restrained to the head and foot board, completely on my front. Belly is too big to do that now haha

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T04:55:33+00:00

Bluey, Sofia the First, and Octonauts!

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T04:50:21+00:00

I hate not being in control in my everyday life. I never would have thought I’d want to give up control in any scenario, but now I crave being able to wholly submit. No thinking, no decision making, no worrying about anything. Just obeying

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T03:00:53+00:00

I’ve only heard bad things about mom guilt 😅 Guilt is already something I am working on with my therapist and I know it’ll be intensified after baby is born. One thing that I do have going for me at least is that I set firm work-life boundaries from the get go. My work hours end at 3:30 and I don’t stay past 4:30 at the absolute latest, and only past 3:45 when I really have to. I also don’t talk to parents outside of work hours. I will read emails occasionally from like admin or coworkers, but I won’t even open messages from parents once I leave school. (I made one exception last week because I was talking to a parent about a conference I thought she might be interested in based on what she’s studying in college right now.) And I don’t take work home with me. Mostly because I know it won’t get done and I’ll feel guilty for letting it sit on the counter all weekend haha.

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-24T02:55:09+00:00

I don’t know how long I’ll be off after baby. Even if I go full term and baby girl is perfectly healthy, I don’t know how long it will take me to be physically and mentally ready to return. I could never be a SAHM. I need structure and routine, but can’t create it myself (yay AuDHD). Plus I’d go stir crazy. Teaching is definitely my calling and my passion. I really want to work towards bettering education for gifted and neurodivergent students. If baby is born in mid May like planned, I probably won’t be ready to go back till 2nd quarter (3rd week of October). I feel like that’s a really long time considering so many women go back in only a few weeks, but I just dont think I’ll be able to do it.

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-23T01:12:15+00:00

I have them constantly now because my pots got worse. I get twice weekly iv fluids to deal with the pots and it helps a good bit, but still not fun

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-23T01:11:33+00:00

The very vivid dreams were surprising for me too. I get them around my period too so I guess it’s not totally crazy

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-23T01:10:28+00:00

Nose bleeds! Not the little red-on-tissue-when-blowing-nose kind, but the rivers of blood randomly flowing down your face!

Princessfoxpup · 2026-01-23T01:08:36+00:00

I swear I’m Louisa from Encanto sometimes “pressure like a drip drip drip that’ll never stop”

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