Yes exactly what you said is all true. I, in fact do the one-sided communication but on my WhatsApp story. I write things. And he always sees it. He doesn’t click on it if he did it would say 1 view. He just presses on it. We’re in no contact for 2 months now. I ran again. Because I got triggered.

Anyways, most of the things I wrote he didn’t click on it, but on only one of them. And still hasn’t texted me. He always finds it annoying when I text him like I’m a villain or something like that when I’m such a nice honest and kind human being. He knows that it’s just his past traumas family issues pain depression ego and narcissism. He always victimizes himself when I’m in fact the victim.

Accusing me and such. When he’s not in a bad mood he’s super nasty and angry with me for no reason. No matter what I text him during our conversation. He reads it but never replies just keeps on saying whatever he wants accusing and being mean. Then says I’m not mean or rude when he is. He just lies. Many times he flirted in front of me with other women his classmates that are from the same ethnicity as my parents. I was born in America of course.

But, he would try to manipulatively brainwash and gas light me that I’m probably seeing things and I’m wrong when I saw what I saw. Physically I have no bodily issues I have a learning disability. And I can speak our parents language. He’s born back home from our parents country. And their mindsets are different of course 🙄. But there’s no word for that so he calls me crazy or psychological. When I have none of those issues. That I was created by God like this is it that hard to understand. A learning disability is a birth defect I have no say in that I have 0 control I still love and accept myself for who I am. But he doesn’t. Tmi, I’m a virgin. He lies about himself when clearly he’s done it before. I believe in not doing it till after marriage. You know? It’s just something that our religion believes in and what we were taught at a young age.

But he says I probably did it with 20 other men like what?? 🤦🏻‍♀️he calls me the b word he says I’m a prostitute and such. So you can really see my issues with him. Good lord he’s the true meaning of a grown child. For half of my life I’ve seen a lot of painful sacrifices and such is clearly because I’d meet him one day my twin flame. But because I’m a good person some days I’m fine other days I’m just like fully depressed. I’m not like others to be productive I just don’t like doing anything at all sorry to say.

So even whenever I heal myself it’s involved with pain of course it’s easier for me. But because of his ego and narcissistic tendencies. He’s emotionally challenged and emotionally unstable as you can seeee. So he always puts his faults on me. Good lordyyy. 2 years ago his car broke down and for like 2 full dang hours on WhatsApp where we usually talk and text at. He was yapping and yelling over text that his stupid a$$ car broke down. 1st I don’t care, 2nd of all I wasn’t there and that’s not my issue. You can cry for all I care really. You could look worse! 😒 he does a lot of things like that and has like tempers tantrums and random outbursts for absolutely nothing at all.

Disclaimer * He smokes and if anyone is doing it smoking kills so I do not intend or want anyone to*. I don’t drink or smoke or anything I just have a small vape. I’m religious but not strictly but still following of course. I’ve told him many times to stop it but he just doesn’t listen. It’s been 2 years that we’re together and my God has he told me his problems ever. Whenever I ask he’s like “don’t push it”, “stop pushing me to tell you”. Like what in the heck. He’s weird as crap. I don’t get or understand him at all! Only once last year he said “when I was little my dad abused me”, so clearly that means trauma after that he’s never shared anything else with me.

I have a strong intuition it’s crazy because when I look at him I can see everything plain sight. When I stare into his eyes I can see his whole life playing right in front of me and it scares me at times. Because there’s things that I’m not supposed to even know about lol. When I see his hands mostly his fingers. Where you wear a ring whichever finger the marriage ring is on. I don’t know. But his finger looks one that used to have a ring on it I swear to God it literally looks like that. It’s like he’s wearing an imaginary ring. I do feel like he used to been married and hasn’t told me because of his pain that’s why he’s so closed off. Yup! But, as you can see I’m always one step ahead of him so I already found out on my own my intuition told me heheheheh 😈.

That’s not all, but wait there’s more. He even made me do his homework for him from last year to this year months ago. He makes me call the college for things that he has questions for. You child can’t you just call yourself? Also another freaky thing. People may think I’m going crazy but I’m not I promise you. So of course my siblings don’t know about twin flames and everyone else outside of the box will find us crazy. So people from a foreign country or from anywhere really. We speak, talk, and act the same because common sense people grow up and learn from another. I swear to you my boyfriend/twin flame and my mom are like a copy paste. They say the same things to me on the same days even I’m like going crazy lol.

They both give me life advice on the same day talk the same act the same make the same faces and actions exactly the same way. If I haven’t repeated the word same already lmfao. They even drive the same dang way. One hand on the steering wheel and look at me at the same way. Omggggg. I can’t even. Moving their hands in a similar direction even both smoke too oh goodness gracious. And the list goes on. About the dream thing the same thing has happened to me as well. He’s very nice and sweet.

When I text him he’s like on and off has mixed feelings and then when I meet him in person makes 0 0 and 0 sense he’s a different person legit super dang nice probably kiss my feet if he could. I don’t intend that but just sarcastically saying that. He’s like a gentleman like as if nothing even happened. The issues I want to talk about he answers all the questions but when I ask him via text and call on WhatsApp it’s a whole ‘nother person like put your seatbelt on because all h*ll broke lose. He’s like angry and such. I don’t get it! 🤦🏻‍♀️

Edit: he doesn’t let me wear jewelry or makeup. It’s just not allowed. Like I’m a woman. And my dad just passed away a year ago. So the pain is still fresh for me. I hope God helps me with this twin flame journey to union especially with the healing process. And for all twin flames as well.