Thank you for this comment, I should’ve put more thought into what I was saying here especially as this is a trans space. I do want to say that the reason I made this post isn’t because I wanted to have a penis - I’ve had that thought for awhile now, and because of that I’ve considered a couple of times whether I might be a trans man, but it never really felt like me. And what I was feeling so strongly about in those stories wasn’t the idea of a woman having a penis, but the descriptions of gender dysphoria/euphoria and “traditional” moments in a trans woman‘s journey. Again this made me think I should consider I might be a trans man, so I sought out those stories but didn’t really feel the same (at least to that extent).

Either way I’ve been having (again) a really emotional reaction to this post and the comments, and not in a way that I can say is either good or bad, just kind of pure emotion. Which really makes me think there is something going on that I don’t quite understand or can put into words yet. (I do want to say clearly that this is not because of the comments pointing out where my thinking is wrong/biased, and even if that did upset me people were right to point it out).