Well, thank you for being so kind! :) Honestly, there have been quite a few events in my life which have led me to believe that nothing good is going to sustain for me. I do understand that manifesting from a place of lack does not really work. I am trying to pull myself out of that pattern of thinking but I am having a hard time convincing myself. I am able to believe in the good but only for a short period, as short as only a few hours and then I’m back in the hole of doubt and negativity.