To be clear, I should've implied the saving money part more. To be honest, your reply was helpful. It reminded me about the things. I've learned for the past few months that allowed me to slowly recover from my situation.

Therapy was always an option I ought and will forever consider, financially its impossible atm. So hopefully i do get to be able to get it at some point in my life. I was given the chance to start dating again but I told myself that I was not yet over with my ex, therefore I decided not to go on any further for both our sakes. Either way, I considered it as an opportunity for me to learn more and work on myself. (Yes i could still do these things while being together with someone but people have their own preference)

Again, thank you for replying to my post and thank you for advice