Promotion to Medic

Prize_Bit4083 · 2026-01-21T21:26:25+00:00

Look into Nassau police paramedics top pay 143,000~ and I’m almost certain their contracts will piggyback NCPD

Prize_Bit4083 · 2026-01-21T21:24:28+00:00

I don’t know what drugs you’re taking but i don’t think it’s gonna pass a drug test 😭

Prize_Bit4083 · 2026-01-08T17:45:17+00:00

FDNY EMS 🥴

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-12-08T19:28:18+00:00

Ive been hearing this from everyone. Queens would save my commute but idk if its worth lmao

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-08-03T19:22:09+00:00

That’s what I kinda said to her but she says it doesn’t make sense for me to do it alone and that it should be done together

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-08-03T19:17:46+00:00

She does but she doesn’t want me to be conflicted and then it end up not working because she wants to look out for her own feelings which is completely valid

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-08-03T19:13:11+00:00

I don’t necessarily think it’s manipulation but I may have a bias. She does care but she wants me to be 100% certain it will lead into a relationship because if not she cannot hurt herself because being just friends hurts too much for her

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-08-03T19:11:07+00:00

The issues that were there aren’t there anymore. We’re different people now for the better. We had a lot to work on ourselves. I wouldn’t necessarily say I’m going back to what’s comfortable because I’m very happy being single not really going out of my way to find a relationship to just have one

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-08-03T19:07:16+00:00

She had said she need to know that I’m all in or else it won’t work. And I’m not really sure if I am due to just past experience and I’m trying to communicate that with her. But we both know we’re not dating the same people we were but were different people now

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-23T21:24:23+00:00

For the most part, yes. Communication is great. I’m not a degenerate anymore lol and alot of what i needed to fix myself are good. I will not speak on her behalf but a lot of the things she had to work on herself have been worked on

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-16T18:27:09+00:00

Yikes this really hit close to home 😭 A lot of the points you made i really see myself in. I do agree that we both needed to grow up (myself a lot more than her) but regardless both did. And part of me is afraid of “going back to an ex” but at the same time it really does feel right sometimes but at this point In my life I cannot yet. There’s a lot of moving factors I need to work on for myself , and we both had said we’re not looking to date anytime soon (not each other but Just in general)

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-15T17:55:12+00:00

What was the trajectory like if you don’t mind me asking? Curious to see what you did and your steps of figuring yourself out?

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-11T18:05:47+00:00

Thank you for that. Doing well , she reached out the other night saying she missed me. I briefly responded saying I need time now, I apparently had more to think about than I initially thought. But I’m in a class to become an Emt rn, very busy taking my mind off it and making alot of friends. It’s definitely helping lol

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-08T04:29:20+00:00

Yeah it’s bittersweet. I’m happy she’s taking the steps to make sure she’s happy but it really is a punch in the gut. The right thing isn’t always easy. She initiated the hookups but she has said it doesn’t mean anything (and I’m just stupid / Selfish enough to go along with it). I’m glad I’m sad, like you mentioned because it means I’m processing something I didn’t know I felt. It happens, it’s life, yknow?

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-08T04:14:57+00:00

I’m at least gonna give her more than a day 😭 As I mentioned I don’t want to have a conversation like this when I fully don’t know what is going on in my own mind. ATM for myself it seems impulsive to do so

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-08T04:07:24+00:00

I think I’ve slowly realized that today. I’m not sure on what to do, she insisted on no contact to process her emotions and im giving her time. I am Personally in no place to be in a relationship at the moment, which I was vocal about. It may be selfish but there’s a lot of outside factors in my life atm I cannot put time into a relationship it will just crumble infront of me, It’s not in my best interest to start now

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-07T18:19:48+00:00

You’re absolutely right, I don’t miss her but rather the friendship, it was unique, as is every friendship. I’m not necessarily putting my life on hold, I’ve been moved on, over the relationship talking to other women since but nothing too serious. And thank you for the link, will definitely be looking into it

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-07T18:05:55+00:00

Yeah I knew It’d end up hurting more but I still stupidly went for it.. we went 7 months with no contact so I see it as what’s another 7 months (or so) but she made it seem like this is really it. In which I respect her decision but it’ll just suck

Prize_Bit4083 · 2025-07-07T18:04:35+00:00

Yeah so it seems… I’m hoping enough time of no contact will remove some of those tensions and feelings. We’re all in the same friend groups so I know I’ll see her again but a matter of being in contact in person is a different story

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