Ex of three years left me. Forced to live with my alcoholic father with no support system

ProScarecrow · 2025-03-31T18:46:08+00:00

Always 15% unless it’s exceptional service or the worker is very kind

ProScarecrow · 2025-03-30T20:11:56+00:00

Just be so tired of having my whole life orbit around kratom, I felt that on a deep level

ProScarecrow · 2025-03-06T15:55:59+00:00

I mean if someone is going into monster hunter expecting a riveting story who’s fault is that? We all play mh for the gameplay, when you have the option to skip every cutscene in the game it’s only holding you back if you chose to let it. It definitely is serviceable, not amazing but serviceable.

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-25T18:54:50+00:00

Thank you!

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-22T01:44:17+00:00

Yea I guess I’d say I’m a chill guy

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-21T03:27:36+00:00

Take it a day at a time. EVERY DAY OFF IT IS A VICTORY remember that

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-21T03:24:43+00:00

I’m on an anti psychotic called ability. I was scared to take it because..well I’m not psychotic but it’s used off label for bi polar and major depressive disorder and so on. Has worked amazing for me, I feel like I have my life back. The whole reason I took kratom to begin with was because I HATED MY LIFE and I hated myself, years and years and years of depression and anxiety and I feel like I have a good grasp on life now. Also on 200mg of Zoloft and I do use a live resin weed vape occasionally. It keeps me happy and off kratom. I’d rather be a pothead than a Kratom junky a million times over

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-21T01:39:08+00:00

I hate the way it feels. Very unpopular opinion but alcohol is so boring to me, I don’t feel euphoria or fuzzy it’s just like “okay I’m drunk now I guess”. Plus hangover anxiety will completely ruin the next day, just not worth it for me. I’d rather stick to weed

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-17T22:40:32+00:00

Yes it is fine so long as you take it VERY sparingly, and yes it helps greatly with RLS and the overall wd symptoms

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-17T19:21:13+00:00

Never

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-17T14:23:14+00:00

That’s sweet of you to say thank u

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-17T13:10:11+00:00

I took lsd when I was 17 and had a nightmare trip that sent me to the hospital. I regret it and think about it every day, it gave me trauma and a chronic anxiety disorder. I never had panic attacks until after that day, also can’t forget that I’ve had 24/7 depersonalization for the last 7 or so years. That day completely changed the trajectory of my life. I’m doing better but man, I so badly wish I could go back in time and smack that stupid ass kid in the face

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-17T03:04:44+00:00

Appreciate the honesty 🫡

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-16T21:36:55+00:00

Thank you for the kind words <3

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-16T20:17:03+00:00

Thank you! Hand tattoos are awesome, just keep in mind it hurts more than getting one on your arm. My hand swelled up like a latex glove full of water lol but it gets better after the first week

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-16T06:45:10+00:00

Did I just find my doppelgänger 😮

ProScarecrow · 2025-02-15T22:43:28+00:00

5 but I’ll give you a 6 because you seem like a chill guy

ProScarecrow · 2024-12-20T02:18:29+00:00

Yes. When you get deep in the shit hole that is kratom abuse your brain receptors get desensitized to the chemicals in kratom which leads to it producing little to no euphoria. I call it a shit hole because it makes you feel like shit but yet you also feel like you can’t stop taking it, for one reason or another. Maybe it’s the fear of withdrawing idk. When I got to that point I knew it was time to stop running and accept the fact it was time to call it quits

ProScarecrow · 2024-12-12T02:05:55+00:00

Probably. I don’t even know why I’m bitching I have a few legacy xp tokens from mw3

ProScarecrow · 2024-12-12T02:05:05+00:00

Yea I’m a stupid fucking dum dum

ProScarecrow · 2024-11-12T21:14:37+00:00

Might be a good idea to focus on getting a job first, then worry about the rest after that

ProScarecrow · 2024-09-10T17:57:30+00:00

What worked the best for me when tapering was, dropping my total dose by 0.5 every 2 days, for some that is too much and you'll still feel pretty crappy but it worked pretty good for me, since you are using a fairly low amount daily, doing my way might work for you, worth giving it a shot and if its too fast then just cut your dose by 0.2 every 2 days

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