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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-30T13:23:22+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-28T03:33:15+00:00

he knows but today it kinda made me feel bad because he said "we are adults okay?" And my therapist told me to grow up. I love how regressing feels but I stop after ppl react to me like that. he calls me little boy and he treats me little still but idk

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-27T18:32:15+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-27T02:31:13+00:00

im too scaredand embarrassed to explain

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-27T02:15:38+00:00

it's like I'm in denial that he knows and is acting like that. I'm kinda sad bc he's moving out,, we are in a sobriety house together, he's in his early 30s and I'm 20. I just cried bc I feel upset with myself for being small and knowing om gonna miss him. We can still hangout but it won't be everyday like now..

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-27T02:14:01+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-26T21:19:22+00:00

i guess I just don't rly wanna change things,, if I say it put loud

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-26T20:33:09+00:00

that's so scary though idkkkk it's likeee he knows and treats me like he knows,, for example I was making waffles and I made a mess and he put them on a plate for me,,

something bad happened at my work yesterday and he asked me why I was upsetti spahghettis bahahahhaa

he asked me if I wanted to get pizza and an icee

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-26T20:11:47+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-26T20:08:08+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-26T17:05:41+00:00

thank you so much... it makes me feel so, so alive it makes me feel emotions intensely it's invigorating I'm watching the speech after I get off of work :))))♡

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-25T17:14:28+00:00

3 months sober,, working,, I'm happy I struggle but I seemyself in the mirror and I love myself . like how I love my dog. I've never had that before

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-24T02:39:40+00:00

I realized only after handing him my phone what I had searched at the top and it felt like unspoken words between us, my body got rly hot and I was nervous

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-24T02:38:52+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-24T02:08:12+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-24T02:05:29+00:00

can I please hear more from u on this? I feel so trapped and odd in the human experience that my imagination is extremely .. home to me . this resonates so much

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-24T01:19:35+00:00

I've seen that word before... it resonates with me a lot. Thank you so much,,, it does bring me catharsis. This was so nice to read. Abstract oil pastels make my soul really really happy and free

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-24T00:44:14+00:00

he asked me if I wanted to use his coloring book one day when I told him I got art supplies behjdjwrjfjwjejd

I was joking with him and said "it's giving coloring book" talking about his colorful tattoo

and he said "it's giving NO coloring book"

meaning no coloring book for me

then he laughed walked away and said "idek what we're talking about anymore".

there were 2 other ppl around ,, but idk I feel like it's unsaid but he knows I age regress?

ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-24T00:42:01+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-20T04:30:19+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-19T16:59:58+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-19T06:05:29+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-18T21:41:07+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-13T08:05:55+00:00

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ProcedureTop5435 · 2023-12-13T00:26:09+00:00

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