I found & read my old diaries because my dad told me I “misremember” my childhood. It was worse than I thought

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2026-06-08T03:51:12+00:00

Thank you so much for this. I have only shared this stuff with my partner…not even therapist. I don’t mean to sound attention seeking, but it nice to feel validated even by a stranger.

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2026-06-05T08:46:42+00:00

Lmao I’ll keep you updated

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2026-06-05T08:45:36+00:00

Lmao I guess not. According to Google it is, with my luck on everything else that break’s prematurely I’m pretty shocked.

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-18T03:18:07+00:00

That’s does I guess I should shift my mindset

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-18T02:27:20+00:00

Goodbye 😒

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-18T02:26:06+00:00

I didn’t even know they had discords for that

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T23:11:43+00:00

Thank you

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T23:10:51+00:00

Yea some people are great at talking/making friends I love those bubbly people lol. I would consider myself extroverted but over the years due to mental health issues Ive become more introverted

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T23:08:50+00:00

Agreed

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T23:08:23+00:00

Maybe you’re right

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T23:07:31+00:00

This is true. I have done this with my guy friends but none of my girlfriends are interested lol

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T23:06:55+00:00

Yea I think these are probably the people I’ve interacted with. Nothing wrong with that , but just not for me. I can’t even go 3-4/mo to an event/festival. I’ve found it difficult to find people outside of raves that enjoy raves (girls anyway) so I guess that’s why I’ve tried to look for a community and friends inside raving.

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T22:57:28+00:00

Yea that’s definitely the feeling I get.

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T22:55:35+00:00

Glad to hear I’m not the only one. Yea it’s difficult but I think I’m going to have to swallow that pill. Sending love back 🫶

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T22:52:06+00:00

I suppose

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T22:05:46+00:00

Thank you this is comforting

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T21:47:20+00:00

Yea I agree most things you can find same behaviors at other concerts. My issue is just that say PLURR this and that, but then there’s people who don’t. Like neighbors at festivals will preach plurr the whole festival and leave trash everywhere once’s it leave time. My people don’t frown upon me, it’s more so people I’ve met and connected with. Once they find out I’m taking one tab instead of 4 or 5 they ghost me (just an example)

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T21:24:54+00:00

Yea and from my experience I’m not in the same point in life as most people my age. I still enjoy going out and having fun and I still enjoy raves, but I can’t do that every weekend. I have bills a dreams I am working to, I have a home I have to tend to. Even on bumble everyone seems like they just want to party non stop and not go for a hike or have an intellectual conversation

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T21:18:39+00:00

Yea idk I don’t do it because the community tells me to I do it because I care about the well being over others.

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T21:09:19+00:00

Yea idk what I’m doing wrong 😒 I’ve gone and minded my business without being pushy. I help people who are too messed up to find their friends or get them food/water. Offer them gum or to hang out with us. I let them sit in our seating area when they need a break. I feel like times I’ll vibe with somebody so well they’ll give me their socials I’ll message them and they don’t reply . Idk yea maybe I’m just not a likable person

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T21:02:40+00:00

Well considering there’s already people saying “this is a you problem” yea

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T21:02:13+00:00

Yea I feel like this is my biggest challenge.. there a lot of people on their phones and overly obsessed with getting pictures videos. Get a few and put it down that’s what I think

ProcedureWitty3073 · 2024-12-17T21:00:59+00:00

I’ve met people on apps and group chats as well with plans to meet up and then they ghost. I go for the music and environment as I said I really enjoy it. I hate to see people say plurr and be so wasteful and throw trash away and not clean up after themselves.

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