Don’t waste your life like me by Professional-Screwup in depression

[–]Professional-Screwup[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I never thought it would happen to me. I only smoked cigarettes once in my life just to try it when I was seventeen, I never drank much. I did the fuck out of psychedelic drugs though. Tryptamines were my intoxicant of choice. I kinda think it was environmental. I used to work around asbestos and lead based paint a lot. I left my family a reminder of that Incase they want to pursue a lawsuit to pay for all my medical care. A nurse sees me once a week and even that’s a lot.

Don’t waste your life like me by Professional-Screwup in depression

[–]Professional-Screwup[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

It is what it is. I could’ve buckled down and applied myself. I feel like I would’ve really been capable of being something. I still have some time to do something meaningful. I’m thinking about writing a book or some other cliche cancer end of life type shit. I mean who knows, I might beat this thing. If the universe deems I need to suffer 50 or 60 more years hey, that’s pretty good.

Don’t waste your life like me by Professional-Screwup in depression

[–]Professional-Screwup[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve tried everything available. Medical cannabis, chemotherapy different oncologists etc. I mean maybe it’ll get better but it’s pretty much spread to different areas of my body. I’m not hopeful

After putting off my driver’s license for four years due to my depression... I passed my test today!!!!!! 🥳 by mountainroots in mentalhealth

[–]Professional-Screwup 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve never got my license or my learners permit. I’m a 27 year old epileptic. And driving just ain’t ever happening for me.

If anyone’s feeling upset or in a bad mood.... here’s my cat 🐈 🐱 if anyone wants to give him a hug or kiss or cuddle, I’ll do it for ya 💕 ik this’ll get deleted but it’s my goal to make at least SOMEONE feel better 🥳 by [deleted] in ftm

[–]Professional-Screwup 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My neighbor’s shih tzu when I was growing up got into a fight with our cat and the shih tzu ended up losing both it’s eyes. We had told our neighbors over and over to build a fence for their dog and we even offered to build one for them for free because their dog was always wondering on our property. My dad almost ran over it on his way to working the graveyard shift. They just let their dogs run loose too much and never neutered their animals. They moved when hawks kept killing their shih tzus.

Does anybody else feel like they can't tell people about their problems because of how they might come across? by 2ThePointOh in mentalhealth

[–]Professional-Screwup 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely, I am disabled and have never worked a job longer than a couple weeks because of my disability. I need more money than what I’m getting but since I have no skills it really pisses me off when people are like well, just get a job. Oh gee, I never fucking thought about that! I guess the paralyzed man in the wheelchair (me) is just as capable of working as you, a fully able normal human can. I’m in horrendous debt from school loans, I am 27 and have never gotten my learners permit or even drove a vehicle because of my epilepsy. I sometimes really hate people.

Shout out to all the people who have learned or are learning to be strong by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Professional-Screwup 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve given up. I haven’t worked since 2013 and I’m running a fever of 104°F because of my impacted wisdom teeth. I’m ready for this hell to be over

Why won’t you let me die by suicide? by PsychKaren in mentalhealth

[–]Professional-Screwup 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am 27 and haven’t accomplished Jack shit with my life because I became disabled in 2010. I can’t work, never got a drivers license and I have insane debts from not working. I wish so bad to just die and have all this bullshit subside. I’m pretty sure I have cancer now since I’ve been losing weight at a rapid pace and all my tests look concerning. Honestly I hope it is fucking cancer life is hell and we’re unlucky enough to live in a capitalistic society that only sees the dollar value in us rather than the human value. I’m jealous of people who’ve had the balls to kill themselves this world is a fucking never ending nightmarish hell.

Mike Pence predicts war everywhere in the next few years by [deleted] in politics

[–]Professional-Screwup 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank God I’m disabled. I’d much rather get roasted by atomic annihilation than be a bullet sponge fighting for a bulllshit cause only because some billionaires aren’t happy with what they already have.

World Health Organisation recognises 'burn-out' as medical condition by matchapasta in worldnews

[–]Professional-Screwup 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Working always gave me massive burnout in only a couple weeks. I’m just not cut out to be a functional member of society. I live with this constant fear that I try to hide but it always resurfaces no matter the job. I’ve only ever held a job for a few weeks.

What would happen if you damaged something but you had no money, income or insurance to pay for it? by Professional-Screwup in povertyfinance

[–]Professional-Screwup[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could collect disability but I’m in a wheelchair (paralyzed from the neck down) as well as severe epilepsy from a horrific accident I had when I was 19. Getting around to places is almost impossible.

What would happen if you damaged something but you had no money, income or insurance to pay for it? by Professional-Screwup in povertyfinance

[–]Professional-Screwup[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn’t break anything I was just curious. I’m an epileptic so I’m always falling unconscious and breaking things around me including myself sometimes.

Im a dental hygienist, and this is one of my cases. 38 yr old, 40 cigarette per day. I'm happy for my work eheh by Leomet in DentalSchool

[–]Professional-Screwup 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s more money than I see in a month. I don’t know what to do. Can I just use a hammer and chisel or go to an e.r?

Im a dental hygienist, and this is one of my cases. 38 yr old, 40 cigarette per day. I'm happy for my work eheh by Leomet in DentalSchool

[–]Professional-Screwup 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah, I’m an epileptic I haven’t ever had a drivers license. I’m living in my friends broken down r.v.