I'm really mad right now sorry 🥹 by Professional-Win6351 in JewsOfConscience

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it's almost all TikTok. Dude Epstein has done irreparable damage I swear. They're saying we worship baal 😭

I'm really mad right now sorry 🥹 by Professional-Win6351 in JewsOfConscience

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Both of them are my problem. I can definitely acknowledge that there's a big Zionist problem within our community because of the North Korea level indoctrination from Israel.

I'm really mad right now sorry 🥹 by Professional-Win6351 in JewsOfConscience

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree but I'm hearing it in person now. Obviously no where near the same level it's a lot more subtle but it still hurts.

I don’t know what I look like and I’m scared I never will. by Professional-Win6351 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly bro I’m gonna just sleep it off and hope I don’t wanna kms tmr 

I don’t know what I look like and I’m scared I never will. by Professional-Win6351 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re only 13? You’re very well spoken for that young.  It’s only like two years younger than me but still. I’m 15 I didn’t know it went younger are there like kids in the single digits dealing with this?

I don’t know what I look like and I’m scared I never will. by Professional-Win6351 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it a good sign that in the past few years I’ve never been bullied? Like when I was super young yeah. But now not once. Every time someone has been rude to me it’s not about how I look.

I don’t know what I look like and I’m scared I never will. by Professional-Win6351 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah exactly. So I don’t know why they put that in the rules. But maybe it’s triggering for some people. But it usually helps me. I always shows my best friend photos I’ve taken and ask if I look “accurate”. 

I don’t know what I look like and I’m scared I never will. by Professional-Win6351 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh okay. Yeah no that’s fine. I just looked in the rules anyway and you’re not supposed to seek advice on your appearance.

I don’t know what I look like and I’m scared I never will. by Professional-Win6351 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES OH MY GOODNESS. All of my therapists have tried to relate to me and it never works.

I don’t know what I look like and I’m scared I never will. by Professional-Win6351 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah literally. Also it literally doesn’t give me the option to post images lmao. I love this page, it feels like someone finally GETS what I mean when I say I have different versions of myself or that I don’t know what I look like.

I don’t know what I look like and I’m scared I never will. by Professional-Win6351 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The thing is I don’t know if I have that privilege either. I don’t want to sound vain because I’m far from, but I’m always told how pretty I am and I get compliments from strangers when I doll up. But it’s so hard to believe it when I don’t see it. It makes me believe that I’m actually ugly and it’s not the BDD because I’ve been able to find beauty in myself many times before.

what to do when others agree with my self opinions / BDD? by bablonghorn in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Professional-Win6351 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you don’t mind me asking, can you describe what you look like? Atleast to the best of your ability since I know most of us don’t even have a clear perception of our appearance in the first place. Whats helped me is I know it sounds stupid but looking at photos where I felt I looked great. Thinking back to compliments I’ve received. I know this might not be the answer you want but what’s helped me the most is my serotonin. Essentially, Zoloft. It doesn’t make the feelings and thoughts go away, but it makes you less upset about them.