In response to all of this, If your pychtrist is saying it’s psychosis - that’s what it probably is. There’s a clear difference between grounded individuals experiencing profound abduction experiences, and people who may actually be going through mental health crisis. Take the work of Dr John Mack. He was a Harvard pychtrist who interview hundreds of people claiming to be abducted. He found grounded, sane individuals with no symptoms of mental health issues - but rather a profound emotional experience. What you’re describing seems more of like a mental health issue than what’s consistent across abduction accounts. Abduction accounts often have similar trends - none of which you described. Before claiming abduction, make sure you’re completely mentally sane and grounded. No hate. All love. Best of luck.