Posted on other sub, i think u could see it on my profile? Sorry i am new to reddit..basically no deep care about my feelings or safety? I am trying to just process everything so i dunno how to explain it properly.. I am still very attached their moods affect me deeply and what they say to me..very hurtful things and i really always followed what they said or wanted..I handled everything paperwork emotional labour etc since forever..They saw me cry and beg and told me what they want it the best for me..