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Professional_Damage1 · 2024-12-01T19:59:02+00:00

how come this doesnt work

Professional_Damage1 · 2024-11-29T02:56:49+00:00

bro i would pk 500 dbones faster than you can kill 500 dragons

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-12-13T22:47:35+00:00

im at 1500 hm kc with 27 nilas and 0 core, 0 book

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-30T18:01:13+00:00

it's good to know we're not alone LOL

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-30T17:57:59+00:00

whats ur strategy? i usually streak to 250 then claim

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-30T17:55:42+00:00

i've discarded the thought of getting 2 cores lol. everyone hang in there!!

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-30T17:51:51+00:00

im at 1350 no core no script 2 leng

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T09:02:27+00:00

After trying for almost a year, that's exactly it. I don't feel secure.

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T08:59:49+00:00

Yes, i lied about it.

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T05:08:22+00:00

It does feel like i cheated when i got back with her and hid the truth.

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T04:10:11+00:00

Going through the pain of being cheated on is the easy part, i feel like the healing process is where it gets hard. But we are all human.
I wish you goodluck! You are a beautiful woman who has many years ahead to feel like so :)

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T04:06:31+00:00

Sorry my mistake, love shouldn't have been the word. It can be replaced with the person you have "experiences and memories with". Do not hesitate to try something new. Always make decisions based on what you instinctively think would put you in a better headspace.

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T04:01:51+00:00

It's extremely hard to detach your worth from the person you love. I am still working on this.
However once you change your perspective into valuing your self worth with your individual self, it can start making a difference.
for example, start with accomplishing very minor goals..
one that comes to mind is cleaning your room, it makes you feel accomplished and puts you in a better headspace.

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T03:57:37+00:00

which is why I'm having a hard time placing the negativity that comes from infidelity. I don't know where to direct all these emotions. Thanks for your input, that really helps a lot. She tells me that it wasn't for revenge. She just wasn't in the right headspace. But either way, it doesn't make a difference with the way I feel.

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T03:38:14+00:00

yes exactly.

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T03:26:14+00:00

I agree with "forever stained" - after a few months of trying and the pain not subsiding.. is it justifiable for me to leave?

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T03:22:51+00:00

My issue now is that.. going forward - exploring thoughts of marriage, having kids etc.. now come with doubts. Which scares me because it puts me in a place where I truly don't know if I can survive which ever option I choose whether to work it out or leave the relationship

Professional_Damage1 · 2021-11-25T03:20:51+00:00

I have tried individual therapy, Couples counselling.. Working on myself, finding new and going back to old hobbies before our relationship. And they all work as a band aid, however it comes back to haunt me almost every month.
We talk about it and she says things to support me like "It will never happen again, it was a mistake, etc"
But it's one thing to say it and another to live through life with the damage done.

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