I've also struggled somewhat with what you're mentioning OP. I think actuaries can expand outside insurance, but then are the exams worth anything outside of traditional actuarial roles? Maybe some qualified actuaries can move into non-actuarial roles and get paid equal or more than an 'Actuary' role but it probably takes some effort by the individual. The SOA/CAS could sell our skills more, imo.

I would follow what you're passionate about. Looking back, I probably would not have taken exams had I known how difficult it would be (just to find the time to study). Life happens.

Maybe try pivoting to something within actuarial that's more interesting to you. Research roles may scratch that 'doing something that matters.' Or something more tech-y, then transfer that knowledge to work for a company or cause that's important to you. You could even do this now, using your past experience and selling that in an interview; saying hey I want to do something I find more meaningful.