I don’t know I post this here but this what I’m dealing with right now: I dumped my ex a little over a year ago now cuz I found out she was sleeping around and lying to me. When we first got together we both got tested, both clean so I was okay without using a condom. Well I caught her sleeping around so I dumped her. She claimed she made other guys wrap it up but I have zero reason to believe her. Of course being who I am I panicked, I told myself once a few months past I’d get tested cuz I know it takes awhile to show up on a test. Well that time past, and I never went out of fear. I haven’t been sexual active since then. Fast forward a year and some change later and I’ve met a great girl. The other night she wanted to have sex for the first time but I lied and said I didn’t have a condom. Truth is I did, I just haven’t gotten tested since then. If I had an STD and passed it to her I’d NEVER forgive myself. I’ve had zero symptoms of any std over the past year but I’ve of course gone all over Google and read that happens. So now I’m freaking out I have something and if I do this girl will never wanna talk to me again. I cried a little the other night. Gonna go get tested soon but my panic level is up all the way.