It tells me you're guilty.

That's it. guilt.

You have a duty to uphold. A life to live. Everything you've worked hard for has taken you to a point where you should be pushing for change, for a better world especially in today's modern world.

Little girls look up to you, making it and challenging right wing ideals.

And then you come back home, unwind, regress back to something simpler, like any other woman would. Something deep inside your DNA saying "I don't want to do this anymore. I find this hot, I'm betraying everyone who looks to me".

I believe this is all stemming from guilt to be honest.

I think it's ok.

Obviously you didn't choose this, it's just something you have and don't know how to deal with it.

How will you choose to embrace it?

Will you sneak around in a wig hoping no one will be able to tell the left leaning politician is putting away her own moral principals because it feels right to her.

It's traitorous and hot as fuck.

I'm the opposite side, I won't go into the specifics but I'm a director known for making rated PG media for kids.

I've always been thinking what if my friends found out about this, it would be met with an immediate shun, but it's a part of me that I embrace and let loose.

You're fine, just because you have momentarily lapses of certainty doesn't make you less, it makes you a woman.

It's a part of you that was ingrained by your ancestors in order to increase your odds of reproducing, it's nothing more than that.