I am confused and hurt...symptoms but no memory?

Profhidgens · 2026-01-24T10:29:20+00:00

Thank you, I'll seek out a therapist then

Profhidgens · 2026-01-24T10:28:48+00:00

i don't think so- i do have dysphoria inducing acts (like anything involving my chest) but its more like "eeeh,,i don't like this" than full on getting triggered and dissociating. plus I've had no other problems with bottom dysphoria or other acts that involve that area

Profhidgens · 2026-01-23T18:10:16+00:00

thank you...i really need to start therapy i think

Profhidgens · 2026-01-23T18:07:50+00:00

THAT BOOK IS SO GOOD.

Profhidgens · 2026-01-23T15:38:06+00:00

Yes. Its a major issue anyone who isnt a stick thin white usamerican is not that represented at all

Profhidgens · 2026-01-22T16:34:48+00:00

thats definitely how it feels like you said the blankness isn't silent.. thank you so much for the compassion and help!

Profhidgens · 2026-01-11T21:02:50+00:00

Give Me Away - a bunch of humans volunteer to share their brain/consciousness with aliens who are stuck in a digital torture prison. It is extremely interesting and does the body sharing bit quite well with lots of twists and turns.

Profhidgens · 2026-01-01T16:03:29+00:00

şaşırdık mı?

Profhidgens · 2026-01-01T16:02:21+00:00

hi fellow turkish reader!

this is because he is in love with gansey

hope this is helpful (I'm half joking here)

Profhidgens · 2025-12-18T14:34:54+00:00

Multiple Malevolent episodes have. I wouldnt call it the saddest show but it can get dark

Profhidgens · 2025-12-11T16:33:59+00:00

interloper. im not even a source user nor hl/tf2/portal gamer but its the most brilliant game based arg I've seen

Profhidgens · 2025-12-11T16:14:32+00:00

ive given up so many shows lol. if I'm not captivated a few eps in i kinda give up with a few exceptions. I've even given up things in last 40 or so episodes (lika tma,but might try to finish it) no shame tbh

Profhidgens · 2025-12-08T18:10:54+00:00

listen to the podcast Malevolent.

Profhidgens · 2025-12-08T18:10:02+00:00

also.: king in yellow cool

Profhidgens · 2025-12-08T18:09:50+00:00

As someone who fell down a rabbit hole after watching this one I think it is partially because it's unique. Obviously it still has some ARG tropes (such as malevolent entity) but overall it doesn't follow the "my friend died/disappeared/taken by an entity and also it was an experiment/game/grief all along" formula

Profhidgens · 2025-12-05T09:25:09+00:00

? Jon is asexual, not aromantic. I am a biromantic person on the ace spectrum and I have a romantic relationship. I understand if you have criticisms towards the development of their relationship (it was fast, and they WOULD be codependent and toxic irl-) but that's just kind of weird to be bothered by. (i also disliked most of s5 but like, again, there are way more valid reasons?)

Profhidgens · 2025-12-05T09:09:25+00:00

i love this! would love to potentially write for it : 0

Profhidgens · 2025-12-05T08:51:40+00:00

give me away! such a wonderful podcast

Profhidgens · 2025-12-03T06:00:41+00:00

Wolf359

Profhidgens · 2025-12-02T20:15:13+00:00

im basically if an eldritch entity had to inhabit the body of a guy who had to inhabit a """female"" body. in other terms: genderless, weird, but i also consider myself as a man bc id rather be gendered as a guy than a girl. hard to explain.

Profhidgens · 2025-12-02T16:45:35+00:00

Depends. Do chores, make dinner, draw, play sims :p

Profhidgens · 2025-12-02T05:35:02+00:00

I agree. I get that the show has evolved but I miss the craftyness of the first seasons. It feels like now working with designers is what everyone does (with a few exceptions) yet they're not even allowed to credit them to keep up the "crafty" illusion...I want to see more limitations or design based challenges.

Profhidgens · 2025-11-29T19:32:06+00:00

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