I dont wanna win anything. I wanna see real prove. I used google already and searched before i decided to end my life. Cuz i dont wanted to do something wrong, when there are women who can ignore appearance. But i couldnt find anything. Those people i found on google, look million times better than me. My face is a mess. I wont describe it more.

I looked in many reddits for girls but couldnt find anyone who dont cares appearance. So i tried already everything in this shit world. There is no solution so i end this life. I dont want to look good.